My Dearest Crush

Olivia

My Dearest Olivia,

   I can't tell you how much I like you, you are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. You might not be the typical girl with long hair or have the body most boys swoon over, but to me you're perfect. You laugh is the most beautiful I have ever heard and your brown eyes with flecks of green are entrancing. Your way of speaking is amazing. You know exactly what to say to whatever might be said to you. I don't know if I have ever really felt like this for someone. Sure I've had crushes but none as strong. You're funny, sweet, kind, sassy, quiet, and over all anything I could ever wish for. You blow me away with your cute faces and quirky comments. You tendancey to talk back when you can't stay quiet and your moments of inspiration are what make you, you. 

   Liv, you are the most amazing and important thing in my life. You don't realize this, but you are. You've kept me going even when I just can't live. You give me a reason to live. You are more then a person. You're my lifeline. After everything I've ever been through, after everything I've done, everything people say about me, you've always been there. Never once have you left my side and for that I am thankful. Everything you do for me is a blessing and even though I really don't care for religion, I thank God everyday for sending someone like you to be apart of my life.

   I understand if nothing will be between us but I just want you to know how much I adore you. I can't say how much I think of you without sounding like a creep ;).

    When we first met I was in a difficult time and so where you. We both needing healing and help with feeling okay. The moment you walked through the doors of the building I thought you were a boy...in all honesty. I meant nothing by it but with your shaved head and the baggy clothes you wore through me off. But when you spoke I was stunned. Not by the fact that you we're a girl, but by how light and timid your voice came out. I was struck with how broken yet collected you sounded. As we got to talking I began to enjoy talking to you. Your high but soft voice soothed my nerves and you easy goingness was contagious. I began to relax. Eventually, we both pulled each other back into our feet. 

    Now I know that I may sound weired or whatever but all of this, every single quiznaking word is true. I'm in like with you. If that makes sense.( I heard that in a movie once and now seemed like a good time to use it.) You make me happy And I hope I make you feel the same.

                                                                                            Your friend, admirer, and maybe one day lover,

                                                                                                                                                  ~Cherie M. Watson