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And you caused it

Angst ? Angst.

Gavins pov

Nothing. I don't feel anything

And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky  ones

Not joy, not pain, nothing. He took it with him.

Because most of our feelings they are dead, and they are gone.

"Dammit!" I shout to myself. I light my cigarette and lean against the wall

We're setting fire to our insides for fun

I can't stop thinking of him. All our memories, they come running into my mind and I feel a flood teasing it's way to my eyes

Collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home

Suddenly I'm trashing the place, breaking down and i cant stop. Until i reach the framed photo on my cabinet and the only thing that I can speak out is his damned name.

It was a flood that wrecked this home.

"Co-" I stop myself and throw the image to the floor. Sobbing and struggling to catch my breath. Stepping on the frame, breaking the glass.

And you caused it

I stare in shock at what I had just done

And you caused it

I hadn't noticed that the cigarette hit my curtain

And you caused it

Now it's a bright flame. I was too mad at myself to call help, the room was ablaze.
All I could do was except my fate. No one cared anyway.
I deeply inhaled the fumes and felt myself getting light headed
"Fuckin finally"

A/n

I hate myself
I suddenly got reminded of Gavin when I heard this so I had to write