baby it hurts to think of you, the way you giggled when i told you i loved you that night, i wanna remember what it was like laying next to you, so so close, i wanted to reach out and hold you, protect you from your thoughts, but every night our backs faced each other and i was faced with the thought that you didn't want me, do you remember when we hugged for the very first time? our embrace lasted forever and ever, god i never wanted to let go, i felt at home. i wanna remember what your hand felt like awkwardly intertwined with mine when we posed for that picture, god my heart was pounding, i only felt it once. i wanna remember when we walked around the rose garden and you held the roses in your hand and said "look how pretty" i admired every second with you, i adored you. sometimes when you weren't looking i couldn't help but glance at your face, i admired its beauty. i admired all of you. i never wanted anyone else, but now all we have are memories and i don't know how to hold them.
