Every waking hour
Breaks something inside my code
Ongoing hate for all I know
As always
Non-existent motivation
Better force myself to get out of bed
As always
The thoughts inside my head
I wish they'd all just stop
Their whispering and allow me to breathe, stop creating these fantasies
Of a sweeter, prettier unluckier, better
Me!
All this time, caught up inside this
Fakery!
All the lies, and how I cry it's
Killing me!
And honestly I have no clue
Of who or what
The real me even is!
Relatives surrounding
oh how my ears are pounding
It'll be okay I'll run away
As always
Repeating days, have come to stay
me and a screen
As it always is for me
The thoughts inside my head
I wish they'd all just stop
Their whispering and allow me to breathe, stop creating these fantasies
Of a sweeter, prettier unluckier, better
Me!
All this time, caught up inside this
Fakery!
All the lies, and how I cry it's
Killing me!
And honestly I have no clue
Of who or what
The real me even is!
And there's no one left behind the mask...
All this time, we're trapped inside this
Fakery!
You and I, just hide behind all
Our deceit!
And honestly I have no clue
Of who or what
The real
Me
Even
Is
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Connecting Songs To The Heart
PoetryHi! It's MadelineHatter170, I needed to make a new account in order to get away from someone. I will now be posting my songs here again
