𝐒𝐊𝐘 ➱ JEONGCHAN

Once and always.

Chan's POV.

Sunday morning~ rain is- woah there buddy, its tuesday not sunday.

As I stepped into school, a younger boy greeted me, he was kinda cute.

"Hi! Your Bang Chan right? Yang Jeongin, my friend told me to give you this!!" the young boy said and skipped away.

Jeongin?

That's right...

I haven't seen jeongin in a while,

is he sick??

Then a lot of notifications vibrated my phone.

I check to see it, and people are trending...

Trending...

#ripyangjeongin #restinpeace #youdidwell #youwillbemissed #loveyou ... etc.

Jeongin?

No. No no no.

That can't be!

Jeongin is well and alive.

I quickly open the diary, and flip and read through the pages...

The last page, aka today's date...

A location?!

I ran out of school,

People giving me looks.

I don't care.

I must get there.

-Time skip: 30 mins-

I, out of breath, reached the location.

Cherry blossom trees.

"Jeongin??" I shouted out.

A woman looked up from her book and began to walk towards me.

"I believe this is yours.."
She hands me a letter and walks away...

I open and read the letter,

________

Dear Chan,

Its me yeni! As expected, you may have thought everything was a lie right? Nope! Did you read my pages carefully? Especially the hospital ones?
Chan... I'm dead by the time this reaches to you.
I told the hospital to bury me at XXXX JYP

Took a while for them to convince but it was worth it!

Come visit me!!
Well obviously a day or so later but~!

On to the real things,

Chan.

I will forever and always,

Love you.

I know this is not the best thing i wrote so far but let me tell you something.

You need to understand that I'm dead. I struggled with things. There were nights when I curled up as a ball on the floor and won't talk to anyone. I kept thinking, i need you. All i need was you. Because everyone else? They left, cheated, or chosen someone else.

So before you think I'm obsessed, let me tell you. No matter what I'm always smiling, why? Your happiness makes me happy.

You stole my heart,

You broke it.

Yet you managed to fix it and steal it once again.

I love you.
I will always love you.
I love how shy you get when I compliment you. I love how strong your are yet sometimes so sensitive. I love the way we both cuddled into each others chest in the early mornings. You are perfect.
Sometimes I was scared, scared of my thoughts will overcome my love for you. But that never happened.
I love making you smile.

Baby.

In 10-20 years from now, I don't want to be just another name. In that amount of time, I still would like you to remember me. I want someone to stop you on the street and ask how your doing. Someone there for you. Someone to take care of you,

Don't worry Chan.

I'm always watching from above.

From the love of your life,

Yang Jeongin.

__________

"jeongin... yang jeongin... you fucker.... you bitch.
You love me more but
I love you the most."

Chan holds the letter with tears in his eyes.

He stumbles to one of the trees and sets his stuff aside..

Attempting to fall alseep,

"I can't sleep"

For how long Chan will be awake,

Maybe 3-5 days?

He knows it'll take forever, forever to go sleep.

Because his significant other is no longer with him.

The End.