and it sure does. helena will wake up with the same disgusting feeling inside of her. no matter how many times, they will try to make her feel ok. she wont. she's stuck inside. with a dizzy feeling. the same dizzy feeling, over and over again.
" how's life out there, in the big city?"
" you're a lucky person to be living here."
" this place is beautiful, isint it?"
"sometimes, this place looks like a dream."
all of these things were real, but the big city just meant nothing to her anymore. just a big mess, filled with people stuck in their earphones and polluted minds. thats what it meant for helena.
" hey helena! how are you?
" come visit us sometimes, we do miss you!"
" we need your energetic soul back!"
"you forgot us, didn't you?"
" you don't care, right? too bad. "
" you only chase what you want to."
these thoughts sometimes pressured helena's mind. but she forgets these. eventually.
she has to.
she's forced to.
you need to fake a smile, to be treated correctly.
if not, you will judged by people.
so fake that smile.
YOU ARE READING
dead feelings.
Teen Fictionhelena - 19. - lives in nyc. - part time job as a illustrator. - is trying to achieve something in her life with art skills. more details will be released throughout the story
