I can hear the sound of water flowing around me. I can feel it lapping at my skin. I'm content to sit here all night, drifting in the water, until a thought invades my head. Where am I and why am I wet? I float here in this bubble of nothing until all at once reality slaps me in the face and I know exactly where I am and how I got here. I'm in the bathtub sitting in a pool of blood and water. I remember at once giving into the demons and cutting away at my own flesh. Well fuck, I think, there went my five days of being clean. I guess I should feel a little proud since that's the longest I've been clean but I'm not because here I am once again watching the blood ooze from the fresh cuts in my legs. I think about how I should really just give up this time but then I remember that someone will have to find my body.
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RandomPaisley is a 22 year old women trying to find her place in this world. She's engaged to her high school sweetheart, is living in her dream home, and has a job that she absolutely adores. While things may look perfect they most certainly are not. On...
