Karai's POV:
After shinigami told my brother's and Casey to stop yelling I went to my room and grab my blade and stared cutting myself and my god it hurt! I whipped my tears and pulled my sleeves up and walked back to the living room with shinigami and Leo. "Sorry hope I didn't take long." I said. "Its fine you were only gone for 5mins." Shinigami said. "Oh okay well at least I found my charger." I said acting like that was really what I was looking for. "That's good." Leo said and smiles at me so I smile back. I really wish I could tell Leo and shinigami what I've been doing, what I've been hiding form everybody. I wish I could tell Leo how I feel but I'll just hurt him cause I'm sure I'm gonna die soon and I bet he doesn't have the same feelings for me. Also I don't need to get hurt more nothing last forever I learned that now and I understood It. Even if he did like me back it won't last... Love doesn't last. "Sorry guys but I'm sleepy, I'm gonna go to bed goodnight." I said and went to my room cut myself at least 2/3 times I was sleepy and I was hoping I wouldn't wake up tommorow I wanna sleep and never wake up.
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suicidal love a Leo x karai story
Romancethis story takes place when Splinter dies (known as karai's father) she never got to meet her mom and now knowing her father is dead without getting to know him better. Karai started getting depression really bad and no one knows well for now... But...
