Awake & Unafraid

15- Cant Have Chaos Without A 'C'

BELLA'S POV

I am beyond happy. I have an amazing boyfriend. Amazing friends. And we are having an amazing time. Word got out about Frank's party, everyone from the auditorium was here. Including Cameron.

I am currently with Gerard. He has me up against a wall. One arm on the wall, the other on my hip. I have my arms around his neck. He's making me giggle a lot tonight because 'his goal is to make me giggle a lot because it's adorable'

"I swear!" Gerard chuckles as he finished telling me the story of Mikey and his inability to use toasters right.

"Mikey is not that stupid!" I giggle. "He tried to stick a fork in our toaster, twice!" Gerard laughed and looked to the side. He rolled his eyes.

"What's wrong, baby?" I asked him, he looked genuinely annoyed. Was it something I said? "Cameron is staring at us..." he answered and turned to me. Ugh, couldn't she leave me alone?

"Oh God, here she comes" he said. I pouted, he kissed my bottom lip and I smiled. "Heeeeyyyyy" I heard a shrill voice say. It's here and it's drunk...

"Hi, Cameron." Gerard and I said in unison. "You lil emo shit! How did you land this sexy piece of ass?" she asked rudely, looking my Gerard up and down.

"Hey, can you please respect Bella?" Gerard snapped at her, defending me. "Pffft baby why be with her when you can have meeee" she giggled grossly "the thought of you even breathing makes me gag, that's why" he responded sassily. Shots. Fired.

Cameron looked shocked. Doubt she's ever been shot down. Especially while drunk. Probably stupider while drunk. "whatever, im a great fuck, better than this slut" she sneered, looking at me. "if im a bad fuck than how am I slut? Not possible, get your shit straight" I reasoned. She groaned and left, grumbling something about 'fuckin whore nerd and her emo fuck boyfriend'

Once she was out of sight, Gerard burst out laughing, I joined him after a while. "She....is...so stupid" he gasped between laughs "You are so sassy!" I laughed, he flipped his hair "I know" I shoved him playfully. Out of nowhere, a short dude dressed in black ran towards us. Frank.

"HEY FRAN-Frankie?" I asked him concerned, he looked like he was crying. Frank only ever cries when im in trouble. Im fine....unless...

"sh-she d-didnt show up" he sobbed out, I extanged a look with Gerard. This was about Jamia. Gerard went to comfort Frank and I looked for Jamia. Then I saw her. She was with none other than Cameron, holding back tears, staring at Frankie. Cameron saying something in her ear, looking at us.

I sat down next to Frank on the floor "Frank, honey, she wanted to go" I told him trying to comfort him "h-how do you kn-know?" he sobbed shakily "It's Cameron's fault. Look" I pointed at Cameron and Jamia, they turned around but Jamia still looked back with tears in her eyes once in a while. "so...sh-she likes me? she did-didnt ditch m-me because im a loser?" I heard Gerard gasp "Frank, she does like you! Love you, I dare say!" he paused to look at Frank in the eyes "and you're not a loser! You're an amazing guy!" he said, patting Frank on the back.

It broke my heart, seeing Frank like this. I've only seen him like this one other time, when he dropped his poptart in the sand. "Do you have her number?" I asked him hopefully "uhh....yeah, why?" he asked confused "text her" I simply said "what? no! why?" "Cameron cant get to her phone, and she can answer if she wanted to go or she's hit her head" I told Frank, he sighed and took his phone out. Quickly typing on his phone, he sent a text

"to - Jamia Nestor

   hey jams, you ok?"

All three of us waited for her response, glancing up at her, then at the phone. Then Frank's phone vibrated

" From Jamia Nestor

Hi Frankie...sorry I couldn't make our date..Cameron said she didn't want me near you...im sorry"

He smiled "See? Told you! Now go respond to her!" I said happily, Frank hugged Gerard and I and ran off.

"So, do you want to go home? This place is deaaad" Gerard asked, putting his hands on my hips. I put arms around his neck "yes, please! I can feel it staring at me" I said, referring to Cameron as 'it'

Gerard chuckled and took my hand. I kissed his cheek. He smiled at me and lead me home.

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