My Life Is Weird! And So Am I!!

i told feelings and i shouldn't have...

I told her my feelings to her..... She said no and would love to still be friends! But what hurt the most was that she blocked me... She said we could be friends still but then why does she have to go and block me?
I knew i shouldn't tell my feeling cause nobody really loves me like that... But if she knew how i felt she would feel bad.... She would feel pain, sorrow, sadness, and heart broken.... Nobody understands.... Is it because im a bisexual? Can it because im sad, lonely, and pathetic waste of space?
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Do I matter anymore?