Hug Me

Prologue

Prologue

As soon as the show begin, our time is running so fast that I wouldn't even want to start.

Sungjae is beside me holding my hand and trying to comfort me.

"Sungjae oppa, do you want to start this show?" I asked and turned away my gaze.

"Of course not. If we start this show, we'll end ours." he answered and smiled.

"Let's be ourselves today. Laughing and joking around. Okay?" he said and smiled.

"It's not our normal day today." I answered.

"But don't cry. It hurts me seeing you cry right now. Okay? Smile, you're the most beautiful when you smile." he said.

I heard the loud cue. The lights that turned on. The cameras that made it ways to our faces. And the staffs that is looking at us also.

An awkward atmosphere suddenly filled us. I turned my gaze to Sungjae who also looks at me. We both know what's on each other's mind.

"So... After this.. Is that 'it' for us?" he whispered.

No, I don't want. I can't start my day tomorrow without him, without meeting him. Without having him, beside me.

"I don't know..." I whispered.

Our laughters, our smiles, our adventures together... is it really ending today?

I don't want.

He's beside me right now but I am missing him already.

He said, he prepared a song for me.

I sat down in the center part of the chairs. And there he is, sitting down, with a mic.

I wonder what he'll sing for me.

As soon as he starts singing, I already know what is he letting me know.

I thought 'I love you' are the words that are hard to say. Words that are hard to say in order to show affection.

For him, all this time, all he wants me to do is hug him more. But why only now? When our time is already ending.

I can't hug him more now. I should've known earlier. Or atleast he should've said it before.

And then, in a snap of time. Our moments together, ended.