Just 40 winks

Sick

And I'd give up forever to touch you, 
Cause I know that you feel me somehow.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, 
And I don't want to go home right now.

When I let you go I thought the world would stop spinning the very next day but I was wrong. I woke up irritated over the alarm clock, irritated over the sun that still rose despite of this pain I feel inside. The world does not know about my pain and even if it does I know it won't stop for I'm just a mere human. A jerk in a girl's eyes. A misundertood persona in her novel. A nonentity.

It does not take a whole lifetime for me to comprehend your significance in my life. It only took one moment. I loved you from the first time I met you,from the first time I heard your voice and your laughter.I can't say it was love at first sight though for I have loved you before we even met. I just had this weird feeling that someday I'll find someone...someone that will make me feel like I'm a human. Someone that will haunt me even in my slumber and yet I'd still love her.

You never changed. I never changed but time did.

Time brought us near and it took us apart. I love you. Even if it's over between us I'd still love you, everyday, every hour,every second of my life.

I'll move forward now. No text messages, no late calls at night. Nobody's gonna read wattpad stories to me now.I'll use my time now to reckon why we didn't work out. I promise you I'll find my flaws. I'll try to understand you and if I already know I'll come back. Not to force myself to you but to let you know that I tried my best to fix

US.

[Author]

So that's why ang isang tulad kong lalake ay nagwawattpad,hindi dahil trip ko masyado ang sumulat kundi dahil gusto ko maintindihan ang ex ko.

Hilig niya ito. Naalala ko pa ang pag-uusap namin noon.

ako:wattpad na naman.Baby tama na. 

siya: saglit na lang please?

ako: paano ako?

siya:magbasa ka rin baby

ako:ayaw ko nga.Hindi kita maintindihan ano bang maganda sa waattpad na yan. Magsulat ka na lang ako ang magpiprint gagawin kong libro babasahin ko gabi-gabi

siya:alam ko na para hindi na tayo mag away ako na lang magbabasa for you baby.

ako:haist ikaw bahala

     So parati siyang nagbabasa pag magkasama kame, nakakatulog ako. Nagigising ako sa paghampas niya sa akin.Akala ko ano na yun pala kinikilig lang siya. Ako ang syota pero sa kwento siya kinikilig

   Okay na yun sa akin sanay na ako ganun,nakakatulog ako dahil sa magandang boses niya. Parang boses ng isang anghel na ipinadala sa akin

Pero napakaselosa niya. Sobra.Wagas.Sagad.Madugong awayan ang ending.Hehe syempre hindi ko siya sinasaktan trip ko lang gamitin ang salitang "madugo"

Sino kasama mo kanina?

Bakit ka tinitingnan ni Beth? Ano meron sa inyo?

Sino katext mo?

Bakit panay tawa mo kanina kasama yung babaeng iyon?

Ang dami mong friends na malalanding babae sa fb 

bakit lagi ka na lang inaantok ano ginagawa mo pag gabi at hindi ka nakakatulog?

BULLSHIT! Paano ko ba ipapaintindi sayo na ikaw lang mahal ko??????

Anyway,basta yun na.Tapos na. Ang hiningi niyang graduation gift namin sa college? Break up dahil marami daw akong nilalandi.

Gusto ko siyang maintindihan. Kaya ngayon eto muna gagawin ko, 

sige nilalagnat pa ako. Hanggang dito na lang MUNA.