Stairway To Heaven or Highway To Hell

Chapter 1 (Ace)

They don't live how we live. (Fuck no) They don't deal how we deal , They ain't real like we real. -lil boosie

Ever since I was 13 Rocky and I have been on our own . Shit rocky won't admit it but I'm happy that we ain't in that hell hole no more and we finally got our own shit ! Believe a nigga when I tell you it wasn't easy . We use to wear hand me downs , sometimes starve for a night or two , and had to deal with the constant abuse of our mother by the hands of our father . One night Tina and John were getting high again in our empty ass living room that only held an old sofa and a tv that sat on the floor. Yea I called my parents by their name because they ain't act like a mother and father should've. John got mad at Tina for smoking that last of the crack and doing the last line of coke.

"Damn bitch could you have saved me something?!" John yelled at Tina while snatching the crack pipe

"I did , bitch I saved you a dream!" Tina replied while laughing at her own joke

"Bitch what !?" John looked at Tina and at that moment his hazel eyes began to change almost black like as he grabbed Tina by her neck and raised her up off the floor a little .

"I was just pl-playing , I'm so-sor" Tina tried to get out but John had tightened his grip around her neck

"I'm a grown ass man bitch do it look like I like games !? Huh bitch ? Do it!?" John yelled at Tina as he stared into her eyes. Tina started to shake her head no but stopped when she saw her two boys staring at her and their father in another one of their high episodes. Instantly tears started falling from her eyes and caused John to divert his attention towards where she was once looking . Once he saw his two sons he turned back towards Tina and slapped fire out her ass .

"Bitch don't play with me like that ever again . Now go clean yourself and and find a way for us to get high again !" With that being said John walked out of the living room and into the bedroom slamming the door in the process.

Ace and Rocky helped their crying mother up and into the bathroom where they cleaned her up. Later that night after Tina fed her boys the last 2 cup of noodles a neighbor gave her and made sure they were asleep. From there she took a quick shower , dressed in a pink sweat suit she got from the thrift store a couple years back and her tore up sneakers someone gave to her . She put her hair what little she had into a pony tail and went about her way . She wasn't always like this she use to have a body to die for , medium/long hair , and she was always dressed nice UNTIL she met John , her mother told her he was trouble but she just couldn't stay away , so her mother kicked her out and John turned her onto drugs and tricks . Tina hated her life but lived for her boys or so she thought ! After she left out the house she walked up the street to where the D-boys hung out and that is where she would find her next high . She walked up to the group of D-boys and didn't hesitate when she asked them "so who dick can I suck for a dime of crack or a dub of powder" all of them look away except for one . He had on a black hoody and she really couldn't see his face . "Shit I'm in" the man said in a deep but low voice ."okay" was all Tina said as he lead him behind the trap house and gave him head which took all of 20 mins to make him cum . Once she was done he tossed her sum crack and powder and walked away like nothing ever happened as she looked at her treats in her hand . She hurriedly got up off her knees and ran all the way home where John was waiting on her . As they both sat together in their bedroom getting higher and higher. All tina could do was relax , John on the other hand was getting mad because they were soon to run out and he didn't like that . Tina could Sense something was wrong but she dared not ask only pissing John off further .

"Aye get ready to find a way to get more." John said

"Can I do it tomorrow I'm high and just wanna enjoy it." Tina said with puppy dog eyes

"Bitch I didn't give you an option!" John said as a matter-of-fact like

"Well I'll do it tomorrow." Tina said as she laid back on the bed and as soon as her head touched the pillow John wrapped his massive hands around Tina's throat only this time he was tired of Tina's reckless mouth and being that he was high he didn't give a fuck so he kept on choking her even thoe she was pleading for him to stop with her tear soaked eyes and after 5 mins of choking her she was dead .

I found tina the next morning and John was gone . A week later he was arrested for her murder.

I found my way day dreaming too hard after smoking these cookies . I hated thinking about the morning I found Tina , but I couldn't seem to get it out of my head . After reminiscing about the shit that lead me here at 19 years old I was proud to have the shit I have . It may not be much but shit nigga it's mines and besides it's only the beginning for a nigga like me ! Just as I was getting out the bed my cell rang , I grabbed it off the dressed and saw it was my bro callin"

"Wasgud yungin?"

"Shit shit tryna see where the hoes at tonight?"

"Nigga if you dnt get them hoes off your mind , it's money to be made !" I replied as I walked into my bathroom to release this piss I've been holding.

"Mannn always work and no play , but it's coo I'm on my way home."

As he finished his statement I finished up pissing and ponding my thoughts on what he just said before I responded .

"You know what yungin ? I think we are gonna go have some fun tomorrow night and coo I'm just getting up."

"That's what I'm talkin bout . Aite bet I'll be there in a min."

I hung up my phone and tossed it on my bed , walking to the closet and looking for something to wear . 15 mins later I was dressed in some all black Levi's , red ,white , & black Jordan's , red Gucci designer polo shirt and my medium length Jesus chain to top off my fit for the day. Looking in the mirror I smiled at my appearance, I wasn't a pretty boy by long shot but a nigga knew he looked good . Being that I was 6'0 tall , clean cut face ,long neat dreads braided to the back and lined up . I had big brown eyes with long and curly eye lashes that I hated , my mocha skin tone that drove the bitches wild and had them thinking a nigga was exotic or some shit . I chuckled at that thought . A nigga like me exotic? HA that's funny as fuck and let's not forget my lips looked like ll cool J's . So you see I knew I looked good but bitches was bitches . I fuck em and dump em that's my motto , plus all these bitches my age ain't shit but young , dumb , and full of cum . They always tryna trap a nigga on the come up or who already stacked and since I was young and rising to the top bitches were sure to flock if not more than they had before . I walked out my room to see my younger brother Rocky sitting on the couch talking on the phone . He was in a heated deep discussion so I waited until he got off the phone . I walked to the kitchen grabbed a water out the refrigerator and back into the living room before sitting on the couch next to him , grabbing the remote and turning on the tv. I cut on espn and took a gulp of my water before putting it down on the lil coffee table infront of me . 2 mins later rocky was getting off the phone and was the first to speak .

"So wassup with my big bruh ?" Rocky stated while giving me dap

"Shit I can't call it bout to head out in a sec to meet that nigga Tech about some shit I need to get at him about ."

"Shit I'll roll wit you."

"Aite let's go."

I grabbed my water cut off the tv and we were heading out the door and our 2 bedroom apartment to our black on black USED Benz truck . Rocky tossed me the keys and I hopped In the drivers side and waited for rocky to get in before I opened the glove department box and grabbed a little black box . I opened the box to find my 3 blunts I left in there . I grabbed one out , closed the box and sparked the blunt before pulling out the driveway.