scars┊jeongin ✓

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"why are you just standing here?"

"you said you wanted to meet jeongin,"

hyunjin pushed my back a bit
but i can not move
i really can't feel my legs

i am here
stared at him with his beloved gf

i can not help myself but cry
my tears fell
one by one
falling with snow

and i did not realize that there was snow
this snowflake is very cold

"are you alright?"

hyunjin grabbed my shoulder
his hands are warm
it does makes me warm

"isn't it because of jiheon?"

"i know it's weird, i'm not a special person for him, but why am i so jealous?"

"well, i do not know, but please don't cry,"

hyunjin wiped my tears away

"hyunjin hyung?"

jeongin suddenly come closer to me and hyunjin

ahk shit
my heart beats very fast

i want to leave this place
i want to get away from him
so i can forget all the things that happened today

so maybe i can forget him too

my heart is completely devastated when i see jiheon grab jeongin hands

this is hurts
hurt so much

"jeongin-ah, this is my old friend who wants to see you,"

"hello, my name is jeongin. well, maybe you already know that. what's your?"

"hyunjin-ah, can you take me away from here,"

"what? why?"

"i just want to go home,"

i can not bear to see him with another girl
it makes me uncomfortable

"well then, if you want me to do it .. see you later jeongin-ah,"

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finally i can get away from jeongin

"hey, seriously, are you okay?"

hyunjin asked me while he was driving

"i also do not know,"

slowly hyunjin held my hand

"what are you doing?" he just smiled. yeah he does looks adorable

"i want to give you... my sweat," and then he laughs.

"what the fu * ck i'll kill you hyunjin,"

"slow down there .. i'm just kidding,"

well maybe today i feel sad and disappointed
but when i see hyunjin laugh like this
i totaly feel fine

"why are you smiling now?"

"naah.. nothing,"