Finding what was lost

A fresh start

It had been 7 years. 7 years since he left. Phil didn't know how to feel. He had missed it at first. Waking up to know dan was near him. Watching anime together at breakfast. Exploring the city and recording videos to share with their fans it was so fun but all good things have to come to an end and Phil had found someone new. A girl that he thought he loved. He loved .... those words rang through phils head. They sounded so strange to him now. Love it seemed was never possible again not after what happened with her and what he thought could be happiness. 

Phil still remembered meeting her for the first time.

 Dan and him where in a new Starbucks that had just opened up getting they favourite drinks. While they were waiting phils attention was half distracted from dan as he noticed a pretty blue eyed brown haired girl come walking in laughing with some friends. She looked so care free and relaxed phil couldn't help but stare at her in curiosity and amazement. He even noticed her odd socks pastel blue and pink making her look more perfect than ever. She was memorising..."Phil," dan said. "Philip Lesterrr ? Can u hear me," he said mockingly. 

"W-what sorry I wasn't listening" phil said.

"Our coffees ready" dan said laughing. Phil gave him a glowing grin and walked up to go get their drinks. That was of course the exact moment she walked up to and phil tumbled into her leaving them in a pile on the floor. Phil was shocked and became so shy as he offered to help her up... one thing lead to another and they where already on their second date- - - 

Back to the present phil thought to himself shaking his head whats done is done she is gone and so - so is dan. Ugh he couldn't get dan out his head he thought his memories of dan had died down years ago but apparently not. Now he was in an apartment in York trying to forget all thoughts of dan but apparently still failing  with no one no one at all with him to keep him companie.