My experiences
Now these are some bullshit of bullshit... if that makes sense
But like... I've had a person tell me they love me and turn around and tell another person the same thing... which makes no fucking sense.. but whatever you know?
Even though you have cried over that person... MANY MANY times they still reject your love, so often you actually start to feel suicidal...
but whatever.. you just cry yourself to sleep ..
too forget about that person,
Move on.
Find someone ... they love you for who you are... they are the sweetest person in the world... they love you and never want to lose you, they've cried over your stupid ass. They love you, then you go around them and do that same thing. You fucking dumbass... they love you... and you're gonna lose this person.
But no.
No you aren't.
Because they love you to much...
even though you betrayed them... hurt them.. they aren't going to let you go.
And you love that person so much... so so fucking much... good do anything for that person.. anything.
Sometimes you even cry over the point that that person loves you. Not bullshit, but they actually do.
But you cry, shocked... because everyone else has fucked you over. Person after person... but not this one... they've stuck with you after all the fucking pricks that's broken you even more.
But Jesus Christ what the hell even is love?
I'm just so fucking confused.
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