Those Freshmen

The Begining

I'm laying there almost motionless as he touches me I try to stop him but I can't so I give up and let him do what he want. I try to push him off as his hand tightens around my neck. At that moment I knew everything that I had done that had happened this year was a mistake and I wish I could go back and change it all......

If television and books had ever taught me anything it was that high school was full of bullies and bullshit which means I was prepared for none of the events that took place this year. Television shows you that bullies put kids in lockers and that they beat you up and steal your money for no reason ,but I have come to find out that it is not true at all. As it neared my first year of high school those are things I dreaded ,always thinking to myself "Am I going to be the nerdy kid that the bullies would target for the year. Because I myself was smart as a kid I was in honors and Advanced Placement classes that would have made me a perfect candidate to be bullied. But instead I decided to walk in with my head held high and hope for the best.

BANG! MELONIE! BANG! MELONIE! I wake up to my mom banging on my door and yelling for me to wake up. "Ok mom I am awake". "Ok just making sure it is time for school" ,she said. I awake up and lie in my bed for five minutes while fully waking up ,as I did every morning to avoid having a headache. I was so groggy I actually sat there for 10 minutes so I wouldn't get up too fast and get a headache. I actually got one hour of sleep last night because of how excited I was to start school again. I found myself doing this every year I would stay up all night then get tired like an hour before I had to get up and get dressed for school.

As I got out the bed I felt chills go down my body as I came from under the warm blanket. "OMFG they need to stop turning the heat off at night", I said silently to myself. I open my door and feel myself being blinded by the bright hallway light. I walk past everyone else's room watching the get ready for school as I go to grab my breakfast that I premade the night before out of the fridge. I plop my butt flat onto the counter and dig in as I get scroll through my snap chat and send my streaks. When I am done I place my dirty bowl in the counter and walk away. I go in my room and pick up my bathroom bag which include my toothbrush and toothpaste my soap and a razor just incase I need to shave as well as my towel.

I turn on the shower and hop in I play some pop music as I usually do while singing the words. I played Fifth Harmony's Worth It. "Give it to me I'm Wort...". My mom interrupts "Melonie!!! Get out the shower other people need to get in"."Ugh" , I reply. The water felt so good I didn't want to even get out but I had already been in there for 15min so I decide to jump out. I wash my face put on my towel and head back to my room. I like to air-dry on my bed. I air dry then complete my face and body routine with lotions and oil then get dressed putting on the grey collared shirt and black jeans that I picked out the night before. After that I then start my make-up only doing a winged eyeliner and applying lip gloss. I grab my backpack and purse and head towards the door. I see my mom waiting for me at the door "Melonie we not go have the same problems from last year are we". "No mom", I reply. "Ok have a good day at school". She used to take me to school but we move and now live literally across the street so now I walk which I enjoy cause I can go to the store across the street before school.

I get to school ad I lot of kids are already on the porch surrounding these big papers that had our homerooms on them. My says Rm.100. I look around and I see my best friend Angel we make eye contact at the same time then we run and hug each other. Her parents were I lot more strict than mines so she didn't get to go out with me and my other friends. I didn't see no one else and soon after that we headed toward the doors and go in. The school was huge I walk around looking stupid for like 10 min before finding what I thought was my homeroom. I take a seat and wait for roll call when she called the roll she didn't call my name. "Did I miss anyone" ,she says. I raise my hand along with three others she ask for my last name before saying I was in the wrong home room. But mines was only a couple classrooms away. I walk into my homeroom were I'm greeted by one of my friends Jayla. "Omg wassup this hoe bumpin" , she said. "Bitchhhhh this so much better than middle school but im waiting to see these teachers cuz you know I be having problems with them but imma try not to get in no stuff this year", I tell her them my teacher hands me my schedule and the bell rings and we head to our class.

We get to fourth period and I finally have a class with one of inner circle friends. "CLAIRE" ,I yell. She sees me and walks back to me then we walk to class together. We see this fine ass nigga who makes us stop dead in our tracks. He was walking in the opposite direction so we stop and turn around and look at him. He was tall and light skin and he had a very distinct hairstyle he was GORGEOUS. We talk about him the rest of the was to class then go in to lifetime wellness. WE had a female teacher who was seemingly nice, but we later on found out later she wasn't which made both of us ultimately switch out of her class. We get to the end of the day and were very excited for the next day. As the year went on about a month and a half later tragedy struck and shook the whole school.

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