Arguments||phan♡

Arguments

Dans pov

Arguments aren't really my thing, I'll avoid them at all costs.

Or so I say, yet here I am arguing with my boyfriend. Meanwhile he has locked his old bedroom door, to avoid facing me.

He hates arguments even more than I do.

We argue every day.

But I guess it's because we love each other.

Does that count as a reasonable explaination?

Does it really?

We've been drifting apart for more than a few months now, but I don't want us to lose what we have.

I love Phil. I really do.

We're arguing about pointless things nowadays, any excuse to be shouting at each other. When we both know that we'd rather be in eachothers arms.

At least that's what I want.

I can feel this weird tension or need for something that I don't know.

"Fuck you, Dan!" Phil had yelled from his room, slamming the door as he entered it.

"We are drifting apart Phil! I don't know if I can take this anymore!" I shouted.

"Then leave!" Phil replied.

I felt a sick feeling at the bottom of my stomach, and I fell to my knees.

"You don't mean that!"

"Yes I do!"

But I love you Phil.

I ran out of our room, and started banging on the door of the room Phil was in.

"Dan, what the fuck?"

He unlocked the door and threw it open.

"What?!" he exclaimed, obviously still pissed off.

I tried to kiss him okay.

Sue me.

"Phil" I whimpered as I put my hands on his neck, and tried to kiss him.

"No Dan" he said firmly, as he shoved me away from him.

"I can't do this Phil!" I said as I sat on Phils old bed, grabbing fistfuls of my hair.

"We're drifting."

"You said." Phil said flatly.

"I can't do this"

"YOU SAID" Phil shouted, making me jump.

I got up and tried to pull him close to me, winning myself another shove away from him, sending me sitting back on the bed.

"See! I can't kiss you anymore Phil. I can't talk to you. All we do is argue. We haven't had sex in six months. That's half a year!" I ranted.

Phil snorted, and turned away from me.

"What's wrong? What have I did?" I pleaded.

I took his shoulders and turned him to me, looking into his eyes.

"I love you Phil" I sighed.

He looked back for once, which was a good sign.

I just needed him.