Nothing, Nothing without you

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People never know if I'm sad or happy
Unless I let them know
The mind...
Is a dangerous fucking place.
And I don't trust people
It's just easier online
But shit...I can only stay online for so long until I have to deal with the bullshit
I don't wanna deal with it
Why do I have to deal with it?
Ily, to everyone whose gonna see this. And who isn't. I love you. And your gonnave okay. Rather you read Malani or jenzie or lenzie. Or that Mf jauren And kaddie book.
I love you. Because sometimes you just need to be told that. So if you needed to hear that. Then
I LOVE YOU.

On another note
I feel like all my motivation to right this story is gone
To write a lot of my stories actually
I love my Malani stories
Like that's my favorite thing to write
But I don't know. I've always been told everything I do is suckish...so idk

Alright goodnight.
Sorry for not updating this 💕

YALL GON HATE ME FOR THIS SHIT IM ABOUT TO DO
TOMORROW IS THE EPILOGUE!!!


Maddie's birthday
That morning

Kalanis pov

Yesterday we just relaxed.  Chilled out a little.
She kept apologizing for what she did
It's fine. Because well...I know that I'll never be good enough for her...even if she says it. (SELF PROMO TIME. GO READ MY TWO NEW MALANI BOOKS ON MY BACK UP)

I gently kiss her neck and rub her thighs
She shivers a little and I smile.

Maddie can be a heavy sleeper, but if she hears you cry, scream, or if she hears me talk shit. She wakes up.

I carefully remove her panties and I lick her slit

Her eyes shot open and I laughed into her
Sending vibrations through out her body.

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"Lani, that felt amazing"
I smile "good"

Maddie's pov

Lani woke me up by basically eating me out
I'm shaking. But for a good reason.

I know she's sad I didn't trust her
And I know she's not stable. She acts like it.
But she's not.

"Lani. Here"
I hand her, her swim suit and shorts
And after we changed kendal and Kenzie came and we ride to the theme park together

Kenzie sat next to me
Because kendal wanted to talk to kalani

"I think she hates me"
"No she doesn't Maddie. She's just...sad with you"

I nod
Soon we reach the water park

I sighed and looked down
Why?
Kalani left me.

Kenzie sighs and pulls me to a room
Where all the lights were off
When we walked in everyone screamed SUPRISE
It was amazing
It was all amazing
Until I went to find kalani

And I saw
My best friend kissing my girlfriend
My world crashed
And I wanted to scream

I simply walked to Lila and pushed her away
Kalani looked empty
And then she fell
She coughed up blood
And I screamed

Lila laughs "that's what a suicde attempt with do to you. You killed her Maddie. You and your fucking trust issues"

I held kalani up

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry please!"

"I wanted to leave this on a good note Maddie...I told you everything would be better. Without that stupid bet. And I was right. You never forgave me. You never fully trusted me agian. And that's fine Maddie. But I wanna ant you to know. I loved you. So so so much"

"Kalani..."
"Bye..."

Her eyes shut
Her body went still
I killed her
I killed the only person I ever wanted to be with.
Fuck a bet
Fuck everything
Because without her
I'm nothing...and I will never be anything without you

That bet might of made me a little sad
But the aftermath was amazing
You were amazing
We were amazing

We were amazing

Wow...now your gone

The parmedica took her away
No sirens... No lights
Nothing

She's gone.:.Shes gone

Or is she?

'Not very story has a happy ending'

-Jay 😘

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