𝔻𝕚𝕒𝕞𝕠𝕟𝕕𝕤 || Chris Evans & Sebastian Stan x Reader Imagines

CE - Here

Sensitive topic ahead, read at your own risk. This is shorter than usual, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

It's a bright and sunny day, you went to wake your husband up. "Wake up, sweetie."

Your husband stirs and slowly opens his eyes, his eyes were red and puffy. You know why, but you couldn't do anything to help, because you knew he wouldn't answer. Not after that day.

You both went on with your day. But for the last few months, your daily routine has changed. From cleaning the house with Chris on Saturdays to him cleaning the entire house himself.

Everytime you try to help, he would finish the work without you even knowing. You felt completely useless to him now.

He's been crying himself to sleep almost every night, holding his pillow close to him. You'd try your best to comfort him, but nothing seems to be working. You do it everyday anyways.

He plays your favorite song, cooks your favorite foods and only water your favorite plant everyday, leaving the other plants to wither.

You know the reason to why he's been ignoring you, why has he been crying himself to sleep, why does he do everything that used to make you happy, why's he so sad. Because he told you why.

Today, you were sitting on one end of the couch watching what Chris was watching as he sat on the other end of the couch. He keeps an expressionless face and stares into the screen of the television, anyone could tell that his heart was somewhere else. It could be anywhere, but not in the living room.

You can see Chris' eyes starting to glisten with tears. He suddenly stands and heads to the library, that's where all the memories that was caught is kept. Vacations, road trips, special occasions, random things, one in a million moments, you name it, it was all caught and kept in the same place.

You follow your husband to the room to find him sitting on one of the two chairs, blowing dust off of a book labelled 'Love'. You knew that book, because it's the book you put all your blood, sweat and tears to when making it.

That book consists of the best days of you two being married to each other, it was the most precious book. You couldn't even think of what you'll do if it was ruined or lost.

Chris flips open the first page, it was when he proposed to you. He was kneeling down and you look speechless and covering your mouth, that's when you started to hear sniffles. You went to sit on the other chair right beside your husband to see all of the pictures together.

He stopped and stared at the last page, it was you sleeping peacefully. You furrowed your brows.

I don't remember putting that photo in there.

"What I'd do to see you, touch you, talk to you and listen to your voice again." He sighs and smiles sadly, trying his best to not breakdown. "I could still hear you wake me up every morning, I miss you so much YN."

You put your hand on his shoulder, "I do too, I wish that I could comfort you. Wish that you can hear me, as clear as I can hear you. But I just need you to know, I'm here for you baby. Now stop feeling sad because of me, okay?"

He sniffles for the last time before clenching his fist and whispers something to himself. "I have to stay strong for YN."

Chris was devastated to hear that you were a victim of a shooting. The shooters shot you right in your stomach, you weren't able to live very long after that, but you managed to say a few words before taking your last breath.

You were walking home alone and came across a crowded place, there was an event or something when the shooting happened.

After it happened, Chris kept blaming himself for not being able to pick you up. Tributes were made for you and the others who lost their lives from the shooting.

Here's to you guys who have lost any family member whether it's losing a fight with a sickness or shootings or other things, just know that they'll always be there to protect you from negative things, know that they still love you no matter where they are and that they'd want you to be happy.