I run through the rain, letting it mix with the tears running down my face. No one wants me he proved it. He asked me on the date and he kisses her. My best friend. He acted like he didn't see me, he grabbed her face and kissed her. Ugly sob noises make their way out of my mouth as I run through the park. I start to slow down as I make it to my tree and see our initials calved into the tree. I tears continue to flow as I fall onto my knees covering my blue jeans in mud. Why did I even care for him I knew this was going to happen at some point he made me think he loved me. I fell in love with him and he just threw my heart in the gutter. I stay siting there as slowly the tears stop falling. I look up at the moon as she shines down on me she knows the pain I'm going through. I start to stand my legs are shaky from all the crying. The rain continues coming down as I start to make my way home. I grab the wet letter from my pocket to see he's writing. I scrunch it up and throw it on the road for the rain to just beak it more. Why would he do this to me I think again. I come to my street and look at my house then remembered the axe next to my house. I walk over to it and feel the plastic handle on my hand as I swing it testing it. I look at the house again knowing I have till nine so i start to walk to the park to destroy the thing I raised by myself. The axe resting on my shoulder as I make my way to the park, where the oak tree stands tall. Stupid me I let him put that stupid calving in my tree and now because of him I'm goanna kill it. Slowly I start to slow down as I get closer to the tree and I see him sitting there. I must be strong not for him for me. I take the axe of my shoulder walk right passed him towards my tree. I take hold of the bottom of the handle and swing. The noise it makes when I hit it makes the tears start falling again, I scream with rage as I swing the axe again and again never missing. As I take another swing as the axe struck the tree someone grabs me from behind and pulls my away from the axe with is still in the tree from my last hit. I get out of the persons grip and swing my fists trying to do at least some damage. "you need to stop why are you doing this" I open my eyes to see him standing there in front of me. "How dare you" I scream as the tears continue to make their way down my face as I feel the headache began to start. I fall to my knees again as I start to sob, why is he here why does he have to be here. I look at his face and see his eye is starting to swell up. Smiling in satisfaction I get up and grab hold of the axe again, I just need one more swing and its gone, gone forever. I pull my arms back to take the last swing when I feel the axe getting pulled out of my hands. "Just let me break this one thing" I start screaming again " just like your broke my heart" I say but softly so only I could hear. As I look down at the ground he grabs my face and forces me to look at him. As I look up at him I spit in his eyes making him pull away, "you bitch" he yells as he pusses me to the ground. I stand up and rip the axe from his hands and take my last swing. 'crack'. That noise went through the whole park, as the tree starts to fall. I drop the axe as the realisation hits me of what I did, I killed the tree the one I raised from the day I got here nine years ago, my fresh start. I look over to where he stands his eyes wide as we watch the tree hit the ground. Ditching the axe y legs start working on their own. I start running as fast as I can to get away from the tree and him. I run till I get to the train station where I hope on the train going to who knows where. As the doors closes he catches up to the train and slam his fists on the door I give him my sweetest smile and sit down not knowing where I'm going to end up. I look up at the moon again not knowing what I've done but I just keeping looking up. The lights go passed and so do cars, I pass station after station till it gets to the end of the line and get off. As my foot makes it way on the platform its already daytime, and yet I don't know where I am. I start walking, I walk the streets, my jeans still caked in mud but I don't care. I continue walking till I make it to a park and sit down on the swing. No one's here so I just sit there alone. I start to swing knowing no one will care. I continue to swing as I see him walk towards me. How did he find me I think, why would he dare follow me I wanted to be alone, that's why I ran. The tears all again as I see my brother with him. As they get closer I see that there are more bruises on his face not just the one I gave him last night. I continue to swing pretending I don't see them. When they get close enough my brother grabs the swing to stop me then grabs the back of his neck and pushes him to the ground. I look at him on the ground as the tears seep out of his closed eyes. "I'm sorry, I didn't know why I did it" I continue to look at him as his tears fall more. I get of the swing and walk towards the car that they turned up in and get in the front seat. I don't need him I think I will never need him I don't know why I trusted him. He and my brother gets in the car and we start to drive. I don't listen to what he or my brother must say but look at the window. That's when I see my old house then I see him standing there in front of it my old friend. The car slows to a stop where I jump out and run to him. "I saw you walking around so I called your brother" I jump into his arms and thank him repeatedly. I always knew he had my back. I say goodbye and get back in the car and we start to drive as I continue to stare at the window not caring what's happing around me.
