Most people look at me and think I have it all. They wish they could be me. They don't know what goes on behind closed doors. They don't know how I cry myself to sleep. They don't know the pain I feel inside. They don't know how my feet hurt after walking around all day. They don't get the headaches or the cramps. They just see the money and they fame.
I'd give away everything I owned just for another chance with Nicki. I need her. I crave her. I'll never be complete without here. If I can't be with Nicki, I'd rather die lonely. I miss her. I've sent her numerous friend requests but she's never accepted them. Cardi won't speak to me and Renee is mostly busy with her company. I wish I could run into Jay so I cam beat his ass for messing up what I had with Nicki.
I know that it's partly my fault though. How could I have been so stupid? Why didn't I try harder to resist him? I lay my head on my desk and take some Advil for my headache. "I need you Nicki, " I sat aloud. "I'm dying on the inside without you. "
Nicki P.O.V.
After all my appointments were finished, I decided to dig around a little on the internet to find out the hotel where Beyoncé was staying. I rushed out my office building when I bump into some guy. "Oh shit! Let me help you up ma!" I recognize his voice. When I look in his face, I recognize him as the guy Beyoncé cheated on me with. Dre? Jay? Whatever his name was. He looks in my face and he recognizes me.
"Nicki?" He must've remembered it from Beyoncé yelling it the night I left her. "It's Onika to you and watch where the fuck you're going next time!" I storm off on the verge of tears. He catches up to me. "Onika wait! Please! I need to talk to you!" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well that's all for now.
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