Memories.

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My memories are fading. I'm slowly forgetting all about you. I don't want to.  But it's probably for the best. No, this is not about a lover I used to have. This is about people I used to be really close with.  And it's not just my memories of you that are fading. I'm starting to forget about everything. Occasionally, I'll wake up not knowing who I am. I'll forget what I was supposed to do, Where I was supposed to go. I've researched reasons why this could be happening. And mostly all I've gotten is " Memory loss due to trauma."  I don't think it's physical trauma. It's probably emotional and mental.  My friends tell me I need to let go of the past, because their is nothing I can do to change it. Trust me, if I could go back in time and change everything that happened. I would. Hell, if I could I would go back to the night I was conceived and tell my dad to wear a condom.
I do want those memories to go away. But only the bad ones. I can't remember most of the good times we had together. Probably because there was very little good times at all.

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