My Suicide Letter To The World
I wish you knew what love is
How sweet it is to taste
How warm it is to hold
How nice it is to have....
I wish you knew
How lovely it looks
With rainbow colored hair
Wide arms
Gentle features
I wish you knew how to show it
Through kindness
Consideration
Caring
But you do not.
You know malice
Cloaked in honey
To lure me into your sweetness
and kill me slowly.
You know anger, pain and sorrow
Hidden in the folds of your arms
As you show me
Your love.
You know hate
Disguised in a compliment
And jealousy
You act like you know love
But you have no ideas who she is.
She is a warm cup of tea
On a cold night without asking
She is the surprise that makes you smile
She is the heart beating in all of us
She is what we fear to show
Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't
Dwell in my darkness
And there she is telling me not to
That she'll show me where she is
But I'm tired of looking
And hurting
And waiting
And hoping that someone
Somewhere
Will love me
She is the end of this poem
As I end my life
She is me...
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Truth in Thoughts
PoetryIs it the truth you need... or the things that set you free.
