Chapter 9

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Sorry it's been a while, but my wattpad kept on deleting my drafts and my WiFi has been slow orz sorry! *bows down* oh also the following scenes take place somewhere where Peter is trying to fight the antagonist and gets stuck with his leg twisted...somehow... idk how... it just does...

Your POV
I stared in horror as I felt my arms move involuntarily and my silver mana slithering towards Peter's neck. 'This was a trap... gods how could I not see it before?! I was so freaking blind to everything around me to even understand that I was just stupid?! Gods... if I just sat down and thought it out...'

The mana was starting to resemble a noose now and it was a horrible feeling knowing it was coming from me. Peter's face just continues to stare at me as he chokes to his demise... all because of me...

Suddenly his mouths something. And thank the gods I caught it.

'I love you'

With that, it boosted my motivation 849174975929 higher than anything before.

I began to try my hardest to remember what had happened with that man... flashes of me shouting nonsense, a string of curses. And so much more. I suddenly felt guilty and sorry for everything I directed towards Peter. He didn't deserve this...

My mind started racing, thinking of ways to break this thing on my head, supposedly a 'gift' to show the 'true me'. Amongst all of my memories I remembered that the man said that the 'headband' would control only half of me... meaning I could control my other side!

I watched my actions of my 'true self' and stared at Peter with guilt eating my soul. He was frozen in place with his leg broken or injured. That man... heartless... son of a-

"You know," I heard myself say "I never did love you. I mean come on! Who would ever love someone," 'I' said and pushed him to the ground "like you." The mana suddenly disappeared and retreated to my arms as I suddenly felt anger race through me as I gripped my head with what strength I had over my own body. "STOP!" I shouted, shutting my eyes tight feeling her fighting back, trying to regain control.

"NO! WE WANTED THIS!" She yelled. I could feel her clawing at my side, trying to hurt me. "No, you did- PETER! Peter it's me, before anything else-" I started sayin trying to tell him that it wasn't me but some... cloned 'soul' of y/n.

"DON'T YOU DARE TELL HIM!" The man yelled "YOU TELL HIM AND I KILL YOU RIGHT NOW!" I cowered- I cowered... my entire body cowered. FEAR! Holy crap, fear is her weakness. I mean I get scared too but I can control my entire body if I'm scared...

Screw it.

"PETER! IT ISNT ME- THIS THING THAT ACTS LIKE A HEADBAND-" I was cut off as I froze in place. The man had gone behind be and stabbed be with a random debris. "Peter..." I whispered. Blood flowing fast out of my wound as I saw the debris sticking out of my stomach. Everything happened so fast that the pain delayed so much.

"Y/N! NO PLEASE PLEASE! STAY AWAKE! DO NOT CLOSE YOUR EYES! DO NOT DARE TO CLOSE THEM!" He shouted fear so very evident in his eyes that it hurt me. He fought his already twisted leg, trying to get it out somehow, he failed over and over again as his eyes glistened with tears.

"Peter... it's going to be alright... go somewhere... somewhere safe." I said, all my energy had been drained by how much blood was being wasted. So much being wasted today... such a shame... the sun looked like it was coming out today.

Peter stared at me, as did I to him. And- and... It would have been sweet if I wasn't fighting:
a.) my for my life and
b.) this supposedly other me trying to regain control of myself. By now the man had been focused on something other than me and Peter, and was now trying to be held back by Erik and some others.

Peter was rescued by Hank now and I was bleeding profusely. It was understandable how Hank decided to not rescue me since I was all:
Hey can I kill you? Imma kill you.
Just a few moments ago.

I sat down, and I know this is very useless of me...But I just stared... at the man who was now, as it appears to be, defeated. He disappeared into thin air, and everyone looked tired... all I did was useless story telling and useless fighting.

I closed my eyes as I felt the last bits of energy slipping away, and the supposedly other me fading away faster. 'I deserve this useless few moments of my life... I'm sorry Peter, you didn't deserve these awful moments. I'm sorry Mom, Dad, Aunt, Uncle- everyone... I guess this is it.'

And with that last thought I felt nothing but numbness. All noise around me faded into a faint ringing sound. All my nerves and senses were shutting off. It was like I was feeling the way sleep feels when it claws me into its grasp. With what little energy I have I just tried to breathe as slow and deep as possible.

That is... until I felt excruciating pain of something being pulled out of my stomach. Even more blood was being wasted now that the wound was exposed. And even more pain was added to my stomach.

"Y/n! Open your eyes! Please!"

A familiar voice shouted. But I was to drained to even bother to know them, let alone follow them. "No..." I whispered back at them.

"Y/n! Come on! Now is not the time for that! You need to survive! For me! For everyone!"

They shouted back now pressing their hands on my stomach. "Hank! I... I need help!" They shouted. "Come on... come on!" They cried hands desperately pressing down with something dry and long on their hands.

"Stop..." I whispered out, eyes squinting to at least try to know who this person was, ruining my peaceful death. "Please... stop." I repeated, now seeing the oh so familiar silver hair that I love so much. "Pietro... Maximoff... stop..." I repeated, this time louder.

"No! Not like this, I am not losing you again! No matter how many times you try to kill me! No matter how many times you forget about me! I will not- I will never! Never let you go again!" He cried, tears unbelievably pouring out. "Pietro... it's going to be alright... I promise you... you have to let me go..." I whispered.

Tears started to flow slowly out and onto my cheeks as the pain from my stomach along with my heart spread through my entire body. "Please... don't leave... I'll make it up to you..."

"I won't."

Hey ;3

So I think I'll definitely finish this up with two more chapters, chapter 10 and the epilogue. I'm sorry for this late post but I hope you enjoyed it. It's heavy but kshajdjs I need to work on putting more than just nice or happy scenes in my writings... anyways thanks for reading!

Unless... I never update it and it just ends with that... ;3; maybe!

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