One SHOT 's

A Long Way To Death

Today just like any other day I was in my favourite caffee sipping on a Hot Chocolate when i got a text from my boyfriend.

From : My Babey Daniel ♥ - I cannot lie to you anymore Caroline I have never loved you as much as I thought. You need to move out by tomorrow morning, Ruby is moving in.

Wait. WHAT? RUBY? As in my twin Ruby? No. No. No. No. No. This must be a lie.

To : My Babey Daniel ♥ - What do you mean Daniel?
From : My Babey Daniel ♥ : I'm in love with Ruby, we are expecting a baby girl in September. Am sorry Caroline, our time is over.

While choking on my tears I ran out of the caffee after throwing $20 on the table. My whole life had ended now. My twin and Daniel. Who would of throught? These little grins towards each other everytime they met.

I WAS SO STUPIDLY BELIEVING I WAS THE ONE THAT I LOST MY COMMON SENSE.

I ran to my favourite lake, i've always been here in my hard times i kept hidden a bottle of vodka underneath the tree. I opened it and drank th straight from the bottle, begging the heart ache to leave.

I.. I.. I cannot belive what I am seeing. I've wasted 5 years of my life living in a lie. My S I S T E R had proved her point yet again, I knew she thought he was handsome, but this?

She ALWAYS gets what she wants beying the favourite child adored by the whole family... What am I even needed here for?

I looked towards the lake it was surrounded by high clumps of grass and wild flora with few trees casting shade upon the left side. It was dreamy i decided.

I drank the whole bottle, got up undressed my self only leave lingerie on and ran towards the lake leaving my things behind.

I crashed beneath the surface not even bothering to open my eyes feeling as i have less and less oxygen inside me. Did I want to end my journey here?

After 4 years of self harming after hearing the same thing escape from my mothers lips over and over again

"Caroline cant you loose some weight? You're a size 12 already get a grip of yourself, you are embarassing me."

I took my last breath.
I lost my conciousness I finally done it.

I..
Drowned..
Myself..