YOU ARE READING

Random

Threads unraveling from a manic-depressive mind. I've discovered my memory ceases once I am fatigued. This should be fun...no guarantees. ;)

Left Alone

76 22 22

by RedJaded

by RedJaded

How does it die?

One. It takes only one...

One person

One moment

One act

One connection

One loss

...to alter me -my world- in ways

I'd never imagined. Opening my eyes

Pushing me, holding me back, mutual fixation.

I've yet to decide..

However

This consuming desire

Fueling wanton needs

Is irrelevant.

No matter what I decide

The decision is not mine

It never was.

Heart guarded

Succulent offering

Mindful ecstasy

Focus, focus, focus

Elsewhere

It doesn't work. Pursuit then rejection merry-go-round for years until I am replaced.

I never yearned like this

Help me

Make it stop...

...The same way your yearning died

For me..