For a long time I've been growing tired,
Been living in a repetitive perpetual state.
On the inside I'm hurting,
I'm desperate for the pain to go away.
I'm sorry that it got to this,
Am I even me anymore?
A daughter that was full of potential,
And possibly held a clear bright future.
I'm sorry for all the disappointment,
And the pain that I've caused.
I don't know what to do about it,
I'm simply wasting my days away.
But no matter how much I struggle,
To give myself a chance.
I want to thank you,
For staying by my side.
So here I am still around today,
Fighting to keep on going.
And the reason behind all this,
You're the reason why.
I can't apologise enough,
For all the things I've done.
And I can't thank you enough,
For all the things you've done for me.
I shall go on existing,
Working to reach a place.
That I'll finally feel,
A little happier within myself.
I owe this all to you,
For all your love and support.
One day I'll be stronger,
I'll have you to thank.
I love you so much,
With all my heart,
So just for you,
I am alive.
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Song is by Jonny Easton.
Yup yet another poem, I seem to really enjoy to write these days ^_^. Thank you all that supported me just know that it truly means a lot to me <3. Huge thank you again for reading ^_^
