Bad(Chris brown love story)

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Chris:

" Love? Love! Oh my gosh someone call 911! Love wake up ! get up! " Jen was a complete state of panic. "Don't just stand around!  Do something!"

  I knelt down beside her and check to see if she was still breathing. There was still pulse.  I picked her up bridal style and started to walk her out the door.  I could here T yelling my name in the background but the only thing I could focus on was getting Love the emergency room. SHE was breathing so didn't feel the need to call the ambulance.  Plus she only live 10 minutes away from the hospital 5 if I sped. 

  When we got out the the elevator I saw her boyfriend sitting outside.  Our eyes met.

"WHAT THE HE'LL HAPPEND! " I was beyond words at this point.  This nigga was the fucking reason she fainted anyway.  I swear if she wasn't in my arms I would have punch him in the face right now.

"Nigga get the fuck out of the way." I walked right past him too my car Jen hopped in on the other side. Idk what happened but this is some crazy shit.

When we got to the hospital they took Love from me and put her on a sctrecher.  I know she is in safe hands but I can't stop worrying bout her. After this moment I realize that I wanted to her to be mine.

Love:

  The bright lights blinded me when I first opened my eyes so I closed them again. 

"Alenna I need you to open your eyes again honey. " I heard someone say. so I did.

 

"Where am I? "

"Your in the emergency room. You passed out earlier.  Can you explain to us what happened before you passed out if you can remember. " That's when it came back to me the whole confrontation, Chris, Alex walking in and basically breaking up with me.

"Is my primary physician here? Dr. Lena? I would rather talk to her cause she already knows about me and I'm not in the mood to explain anything. If not not can you please see if Ms. Khrissy is here? "

"I'll go check." A nurse said after the doc nodded at her." He brought his attention back to me.

" So Ale-"

"call me Love "

"Love I see from your records that your in the recovery process. "

"Six months clean." I Said proudly.  To me that was a big achievement considering how bad things were before. 

"Yes congratulations. But you still have major anxiety problem and frequent panic attacks. Is anything I'm saying correct? " I nodded. " The reason you fainted was a mix of stress and dehydration. Your body is lacking a lot of nutrition. And please try not to get mad when I say this but this leads me to believe that you haven't been taking care of yourself even tho you are clean. Am I correct? " The lump was back in my throat. I couldn't speak for a moment shame slowly made it's back out of the deep part of my brain, where I had buried I had so long ago.  When I could finally muster the courage to speak I replied. 

"I'm trying.  I swear to I haven't done it. It's just hard to ya know.............. Eat.  I mean I like food but the more I eat it the more the feeling comes back so I'd rather avoid it. I worked so hard to get to where I'm at so I'm not gonna let a little craving ruin everything I worked so hard for."

"That's understandable but I need you to take better care of yourself everything is going to be okay. Do please promise me that keep yourself Well nourished and in good health." I nodded.  I understood what he said and I really will try.

"Can I go home now?"

"No we are going to have to keep you here over night to monitor you." Omg I hate hospitals.

"okay ," I said " Thank you doctorr....?"

"guidian" I smiled a little.  My room door cracked open. Chris walked in wuth a big teddy bear and some chocolate.  He is so clichè.  I smiled a little. I felt like there was 1000 butterflies playing tag in my stomach. I looked down embarrassment covered my face. Not only for the fact I   looked a hot mess, but also because of what I did that morning.  That honestly was one of the best nights I had. And of course ,me being me, didn't enjoy it it but ruined it because I'm stupid. He looked at me, not with disgust, with an emotion I wasn't familar with. The blush found its way back to me cheecks and as crappy as I felt, my body ached for his. We held eye contact for about a minute before any words were exchanged. His smile was breathtaking and his eyes looked so warm.

"Hey." He said in an uneven vocie. I make him nervous. That's good. I smiled a little. "I got you these. How are you?" He made his way around the bed. What is he  doing? What is he doing? What is he doing?  He put his arm around me and gave me a hug. He smelled good and he felt so warm and safe. I wrapped my arms around him as well. He whispered to me " You look horrible ." His breath was minty. He listened for my answer.  The feeling of his hands, which made their way down my waist, made the ach return. He laid his head in the nape of my neck breathing lightly.  Ever couole of seconds his breath would hit a certain spot on my neck that would make me draw myself closer to him.

  I put my hands on his chest and created a space between us. "Thanks." I smiled at him and he smiled back.

"I know." I giggled.

"Whatever how are you feeling? What did the doctor say?"  shit.

"Nothing really I was just dehydrated and my pressure went up. " A little lie never killed anyone.

"Well damn you sound like an old lady! Pressure?  "

"Yeah it runs in my family. I just was the one to get it young.  It's not as bad as other cases " He nodded. Great now he thinks I'm weird.

"Alright are you hungry? Need me to get you get anything?" Why is he being nice to me?

"I'm okay. Thank you. Thank you for everything. Chris you can go home if you want I'm in good hands. Honestly."

"When are they discharging you?"

"Hopefully by tomorrow."

"Well than I'm not leaving till tomorrow. "

"Seriously you don't have to stay. You should go check on your girlfriend. She was pretty upset." Look of remembrance crossed his face. "Yeah you should probably handle that." He looked me straight in the eye.

"I'm staying with you whether you like it's or not. So you might as Well stop wasting your breath." He wrapped his long fingers around my tiny hand. Dr. guidian walked in.

"Congratulations are in order for the two of you." I'm looked at him in confusion.

"What? " We said in unison.

"Love you are pregnant."  THERE is no way in hell that I'm pregnant. 

"What the fuck!  Hell no! No way!  Your lying! Why would you say that!?"

"Well your about four months along which is why it's surprising you never caught it. You are already in your second trimester."

"Are you sure?" i asked praying he was lying. He left.

"Yes I am we ran several test on you."

"That's impossible I'm on birth control I use condoms. I keep myself protected at all cost! I don't understand. " I shook my head in disbelief.  "I AM SAFE! I've done everything your suppose too!"

"I'll give you two some privacy."Dr. Guidian just up and left.

"Whose is it?" I heard chris say. I was silent the lump was back bigger and stronger it is completely enclosing my esophagus now. I blinked and took a deep breath.

"YOURS."