depressed thoughts.

tired.

Look, I'm done. I don't know why but my heart always betrays me and falls in love.. Crush after crush, heartbreak after heartbreak. Sometimes when I'm alone, I just realise.. I'm not good enough... People reject me cause I'm not like others. I'm not as smart and pretty. But if people took the time to know me like my friends they'd know how great I really am. Yeah right. A huge load of shit. I am not great. I only have like 3 friends. Jaidyn, Noah and Mackenzie. I'm hated by everyone else. My teacher thinks I don't try because I have a learning disability. On top of that I have many types of anxiety, also have adhd, and severe depression. And no one will help. I also have anger issues. I am far from what people want to be around. I always feel like I'm a burden on my friends. My family is rather poor, witch means we don't do much.. And I don't have much new clothes, shoes, etc. And we don't got the best phones. But I'm not complaining. My mother and father love me and my brother a lot and will do almost anything for us. As for my brother... What can I say. I love him. He is goofy, and fun. But sometimes he is a dick. But that doesn't matter to me. He is the best brother I could have. But I don't deserve my life. I am not like my family. I have a wonderful family and I'm just a burden.