So I am tired
And I can't sleep for some reason
Idk why
But it makes me sad
And I think I have insomnia
ow I also have a headache
And I wrote a parody on why I am salty, and it makes no sense and once I am "sober" in the morning I will probz regret this
So this is the song: "Burn" but by the Hamilton Mixtape cuz I just feel like it yey
I forget every dream you wrote for me
From the moment I remember them
I knew they were mine, I knew he was mine, my dreams said my husbando was mine
Do you know what Alex said
When I texted her at 5? (In the morning)
She said, "Shut the fork up,
All your friends left you and you will one day DIE."
Me and my insomnia (I think I have Insomnia, cuz I can't sleep) flooded my senses
Remembering food leaves me defenseless
My dreams built me palaces out of paragraphs
They also built me imaginary boyfriends
I'm remembering things I regret in life
I'm searching and scanning for answers
In every line, for some kind of sign
And when I could sleeppp
I seem to
Stay up lateeee
Stay up lateeee
I published the lemons people begged me for
It told the whole world how Spec "brought"
Alex into his bed
I clean my room when I have nothing else to do, not being able to sleep ruined my life
Do you know what Alex said
When I wrote about Mitch and Lalama showing each other a good time?
She said, "Yuki, you actually need help and you need to stop staying up late trying to figure out what your next lemon will be"
Me and my fanfics, obsessed with with hot guys
I can sleep oh nooooo senseless
And you are IRRELEVANT
How they perceive me
You, you, you
I'm really hungry and waiting till it's morning to eat EGGS
Let future historians wonder how no one Reacted when my brother broke my squishy cattt that I bout for 6$
He torn-ed (idk) it all apart
I am waiting for me to just randomly
Falll asleep
Watching weird YouTube videos
The bed doesn't want me to sleep
The world has no place in my bed
They don't get to know what I ate last night (cuz that's all I dream about, wait no I just have blank black dreams of DARKNESS)
I'm remembering the memories
Of when I used to sleeeppp, that might have redeemed me
*(After this I got really lazy and don't change anything)*
You forfeit all rights to my heart
You forfeit the place in our bed
You sleep in your office instead
With only the memories
Of when you were mine
I hope that you burn
