There i was with the blade in my hand scars on my wrist replay the memories in my head i heard he was gone i couldn't take it anymore I'm so ready die u don't even know like anybody else would care about me I'm so dead inside you can go on without me shoot my brains out sell my soul take it if u want it i want to be gone mama i love you but u just gone have to move on
They say being ignored by someone u truly love feels the same as physical pain guess u can it kinda feels like I've been hit by a fucking bus want to kill myself like Hannah Baker or maybe I'll shoot my brains out i don't fucking kno u tell me how it ends since u know everything u act like u know whats best for me but honestly u dont know a damn thing about me
"I'll forever be the elephant in the room" XXXtentacion.
RIP XXXTENTACION💕
I'm sorry i took so long to say this but i don't know how to cope with him being gone. I've just been grieving really bad.
