my fucked up relationships

the first kind of real thing with him

6th grade

so i meet naddi in the third grade and we dated for a day that's not what this part is about but a little background so yeah

so naddi was the first real relationship with our first time we dated was for like 3 weeks and at the time i didn't know how i felt about him but AS soon as he broke up with me i caught feeling so fast and i would avoid him and i wouldn't talk to him i would post a lot on my story about him i still do but that's no matter i was sad i missed him a lot and i thought he didn't like me in the first place i missed him blah blah blah

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the second time was in January our one month was on valentines day so i bought huaraches

these aren't the exacts ones but there close but he broke up with me a week before valentines day so i returned them so i was like bro fuck hiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmmm and bought myself a pair and matched with my mom and at this time a really bad thing happened with my family and I had nobody to talk to so I talked to him about it and he helped a fucking ton and at the time I had mild depression and would cut

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the third time was during the summer I was with one of my bsf milly and we screamed across the room when he asked me out and I was so fucking exiting this relationship was so good I actually fell in love with this dude and he actually said I love you first soooooooo but then he broke up me and I cried for days

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oh and he decided to date not one but 2 TWO of my bestfriends