𝘾𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙄𝙉𝙂 ┉ 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝒸 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀

• R A Y D E R •

Sometimes Ray likes to speak so much, that he would bleed one's ears but there are times when he doesn't feels like uttering a single word. That doesn't mean that he is moody or something, but he surely has some emotional weaknesses, which he couldn't help and neither could deal with. Sometimes he makes it quite obvious that he is struggling to keep himself on check, but then there are times when he is keeping everything in and there is not even an etch drawn on his face. It's not about good acting, however, it's about how much importance that person holds for him, whom he don't want to make feel bad at any cost. Especially, with the drama of his own life and moods.

Ray is not a basic flirt though, but he has that alluring charm in him that can be really surprising sometimes. He knows how to tease and shoot playful remarks. Dirty jokes? Oh, bring it on! As said, he could be really surprising sometimes. Especially, seeing the kind of serious aura he is wearing almost every time. The guy is very understanding at that, and actually knows what he is talking about, when and to whom. Most of the times. Except, when he is drunk, because after that he is pretty much a messed up person. Doing funny things, saying stupid stuff, even cracking jokes which are so old, you can smell them. He could be really honest at that moment, and would end up saying anything there is in his heart. But because he is a heavy drinker, it's quite a possibility he wouldn't remember a thing.

Ray cannot deal with boring people, especially who are quiet and have nothing to say. Yes, yes silence is golden but Come-on, a conversion with someone who is gonna sit still and look pretty, is so not cool. The guy don't want to be that person in the conversation who is always speaking. If there's nothing to talk about, he would be more than ready to give up and leave. He doesn't likes being dragged or forced to do something that doesn't interest him. And if something like this happens, there are possible chances for him to come out as rude. Which he thinks is totally not his fault. Ray is not a bad person, however, his past had him all messed up. But something that hasn't changed in all these years, is his heart of gold. He really is caring and loving. Just doesn't know how to make that obvious, but he also has his own ways to that even.

Rayder loves going out and explore, he has liking for touring around and once in a year he dedicates his holidays for this purpose itself. The reason he is pilot, well, says a lot of this liking of his. However, work is also hectic, and the responsibility of everyone's safety is overwhelming, but he does it quite well and professionally. Maybe he doesn't likes to show sometimes, but Ray never wants to disappoint anyone. That is just plain awful for him and he feels really bad about it, in case he ends doing the same somehow. The regret is really heavy on his shoulders and he could be really helpless to think of anything that could help his case. Yes, apologising seems the like the only thing that could be done, but it should be heartfelt right? So how could a single word would be able to do that? There should be some more efforts, to show that one actually he means it. Hence, he tries to come up with different ideas to not only apologise but clear all doubts and confusion. It could be a treat, dinner, or anything that he think fits the situation.

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