134340 (pluto)

134340

"Why do I still revolve around you?" That was the only question that revolved in my mind.

The lingering thought of your words when you said that you like the moon more than me. But tell me, what does the moon has that I don't? Is it the way that he treats you? Or is it his looks?

I turned my head and saw you, smiling brightly, there you were besides that jerk.

"Hi" you greeted me.

"Hi" I said nonchalantly back.

"How have you been?"

"I've been ok"

Unlike my heart that feels like it'll explode,
The temperature right now is -248 degrees.

The time has passed, I'm getting more involved with you, could it be that you're falling for me? Should I open my heart and spill all the words I've kept inside of it? God! Here I come, I'm doing it.

You just came to talk but still, I'm nervous. I've been planning the whole confession. I've mustered the courage, with a deep breath I let my words flow out of my lips saying "I love you". Your smile turns into a serious expression. You start to feel sorry for me giving back the only thing that I was really afraid to hear "I'm sorry but I don't"

I feel like I'm drowning...I just want to disappear, my whole existence is worthless. I'm getting consumed, I'm just going in circles and You erased me, you forgot me my dear Venus. Now I have no no name, I'm just a bunch of numbers now.