Such a shitty day
A day full of shit
Shit full of day
Full of daily shit
Thrusday
The day I realized I dont matter
It doesnt matter
It wasn't meant to be
Even if I wanted it so badly
So what's next..
Tell me the one thing I've been doing my entire life is not supposed to be my dream
Tell me that I'm worth shit
Tell me that I'm meant to stay here in this shitty town the rest of my life
Okay.
Fine.
I always say whatever happens its okay it WASNT MEANT TO BE
So boom: I'm giving myself false hope
Hope that it is meant to be
Hope that I am making the right choices
This hope does nothing but FUCK me right up
I'm basically living a fairytale
Believing dreams come true
Believing that I matter
My voice matters
However, it always ends the same
I can't say that I won't be mad
I can't say that I won't cry
I can't say that I will be okay
It hurts and will continue too hurt until it passes
Until all my failures pass away and become successes
But when does that happen
When is it my turn
When?
