Dear mother,
I can't believe I have to say this. It hurts me so much. I wish I could've spent my last eight months with you, but they took me early so they could see if I was worth it.
Apparently I am.
I'm scared, and they hurt me. I tried at first but I can't resist, they are powerful. I love you so much, and I want you to know that the rumors are true.
You have been such an amazing mother, and the eight years I got to spend with you have been beautiful. Thank you for raising me to be who I am.
I will love you as long as I am capable,
Tom
