Run! Run away! Don't look back and just keep going is a thought that has started coming to mind. Why? Have you gotten tired of all the taunts, the stuff that he says doesn't matter but you still do like cooking cleaning taking care of family and kids. Why does he have the freedom of everything, to do everything while I am the one raising kids, always on my feet no sick days ..It's like someone is saying in my brain "just keep moving". Why can I not stop? Why do I have to care so much? Why not just run and be free. Is that even what I want? I love them so much but when others stop caring what are you suppose to do? Run! Is running ever the answer? Would it matter if I was not here? Is this the way to live? When all you can feel is lonely, no one cares just don't sit just keep going . Is this what they wanted me to do, just live like a empty,tired and a hurt shell. What would happen if I ran? Is it even the answer?
