Its raining outside.
My heart is heavy
But my eyes are dry.
I wish to be relieved of this,
To finally breath with ease
Yet letting go is never on the list.
I yearn for freedom
from my own prison.
Each morning sunrise I see yet I miss
Each breeze that swipes my cheeks
Is a constant reminder of grief.
The early bird is joyful you see
And am jealous of it and the sea
Both free to feel alive and free
Barely attached to the earth like trees
What did I ever do to seize this truss
If it comes with a receipt, please!
I would love to return it in peace.
Anxiety don't pain
Its cold and warm like the rain
Continuously pressing upon your skin
The feeling is intense
ask those in love with the rain
And if you do ask, please!
don't ask the after effect
When its all but a clear sky.
For if you do!
You might never understand the sweetness of the shivers
That caress you through to the core
Anxiety is rain
The only difference is
it never stops raining
@i_benjamin
