In The Moment

Dear Diary

There’s nothing new under the sun.

Why did he take my heart and run?

He had choices

we both made decisions.

Now I’m here in a juxtaposition

between a rock and a hard place

to save face

Should I abort our child?

I don’t think so but then again

can I do it on my own?

While his Dad just blows in the wind

jumping out on a limb

reflecting, on the nice things he said.

Was it all to get me in bed?

Now I’m hurting, scared and abused

I have to tell Mommy

I hope she knows what to do

but she didn’t even notice my tummy getting big

too busy living her second childhood

to pay attention to her kid.

Would she even notice if I disappear?

Grab my bag and my favorite doll

I’m outta here.

Thank you

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In The Moment