tazmine's p.o.v
"eww youre so ugly!"
"you dont belong here! youre a garbage!"
"stupid!"
those thoughts that was stuck in my head. im fucking sick of it. i wanna die. i dont wanna live anymore. the world dosent deserve me. everybody hates me. im a garbage. they hate me. no one loves me (a/n: yeah, no one loves me).
and i promised myself...
that tomorrow will be the last day i will attend school.
why?
cause when i go home, i will hang myself and rest in peace.
the next day...
"tazmine! youre late again!" my teacher screamed at me.
i looked at my watch...
its 8:02am. classes starts at 8:00.
why is the world so cruel to me??
"i was late for-----"
then my teacher slapped me. ouch.
"how dare you answer me back! is that how your parents teach you? oh, i forgot. you have no parents thats why you have no manners!"
then my classmates laughed at me. seriously? whats funny? but, you should thank me cause i made you "HAPPY". note the sarcasm.
i was about to apologize to her, but suddenly, someone entered the room. wong yukhei.
my heart thumps crazily cause he was standing beside me. he's my crush for fuck's sake.
"mr. wong! youre late again! both of you, detention! now!"
maybe i should thank myself for being late cause i will be with him until dismissal.
•detention room•
i sat at the back of the room. i put out my earphones and plug it to my cellphone and listened to "the truth untold" by bts. since im an "emo", i started tearing up. not because of the song, because i dont know who my parents are. i just stole ALL the money in the orphanage and started living by myself.
•time skip•
"hey, hey. wake up. class is over. you can go home now."
wait. who's that person poking at my head?
i opened my eyes and turned to the person who is fucking.....poking.....my......head.....
it was no other than wong yukhei itself.
and he looked at me with his confused face.
"did you cry?" he asked.
"ummm. no." liar.
"dont fool me, janne. i hate liars." he chuckled.
wait.
did
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name?!
"earth to janne." he waved his hands in front of my face.
"eh?" i asked.
"tell me, did you cry?" he asked, again.
wait. why does he care about that? since when did he care about people? i only know that hes a coldhearted guy.
nevermind. ill just tell him the truth.
"y-yeah." i stuttered.
"c'mon." (a/n: my ladyyy) he grabbed my hand.
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what the fuck is going on??
"where are we going??" i asked him.
"my house."
wait, what?
"excuse me, i have a house." i told him sternly.
he chuckled. y so cute-
"house? you live near the streets." he said.
"that dosent matter. atleast i can live there." i fired back.
"starting today, youll live in my house." he winked at me. wtf im gonna combust right here, right now.
•time skip•
•at lucas' house•
"you live here alone?" i asked. he's kinda rich though. his house is so big.
"yep." he said.
"where are your parents?" i asked.
"theyre on their business trip. i dont know when will they come back." he said, with a sadness on his voice.
"oh. you should be missing them a lot." duh.
"uhm, not that much. we call each other on skype." he said.
"take a seat. we need to talk." he told me.
i sat on a fLufFy couch. it feels like heaven to be honest.
"what are we going to talk about?" i asked.
he cleared his throat first. its gonna be a long conversation with him.
"about a while ago."
i knitted my eyebrows.
oh.
"sorry, i am an emo, ya know." does he really care about me?
"youre not an emo." he said.
"since when did you care about someone?" i asked him. changing the topic.
"look. you might think that i may be a "coldhearted guy" because of my appearance. but, i really care. about you." he said.
i froze.
"yeah, i like you a lot, tazmine. but why does people treat you like a shit? youre not ugly, theyre just jealous because youre beautiful thats why they keep on telling you the opposite word. which is not true." he said.
really? im not ugly? i-im beautiful?
then he cupped my face. for fuck's sake im gonna combust here. LITERALLY.
"i already know you since the first day of school. i know who you are. because of the people bullying at you, you started thinking that youre ugly, stupid, garbage. which is not true." he said.
i started tearing up again.
"shhh...its okay. let it out." he hugged me.
i hugged him back. tightly.
"tazmine, you are perfect. you are smart. everyone loves you. the world deserves you."
i cried and i cried until i hiccuped.
"th-thank you l-l-lucas. thank y-you for being there f-for me." i said between the sobs.
"its okay. starting today, youll gonna start living with me." he said. really?
"h-how about your parents?" i asked.
"dont worry. once they get home, youre already my girlfriend." then he winked at me.
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"o-okay." was all i can say.
"are you okay now?" he asked.
"yeah." im definitely fine because of you.
"okay then. lets eat and go to sleep." he said.
a/n: just tell me if this story is ugly and i will stop writing from now on.
by the way, YOU are tazmine janne andrada i just dont prefer Y/N anymore. sorry 'bout that.
