anon ☤ irwin

The Letter

Dear Ashton,

I can't tell you how deeply sorry I am. You loved a broken girl. No matter how much glue you used to stick together my pieces, they were still broken pieces. Why did you love me? You could've loved anyone but me. I couldn't stop thinking about you. Get out of my head, Ashton. I hate you. I love you.

But I love you. I love you with what's left of my heart. I can't breathe, Ashton. I'm so tired. I'm so very tired. I hope I dream about you. Please don't miss me. Move on with your life. I love you. I'm sorry that I broke your heart, and I'm sorry I never gave you chance. I just can't live to see you heartbroken. I'll always be with you, Ashton. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

I hate you. I love you.

I can't help but feel this way about you, Ashton, and I've never felt this way before. It's taking over my mind. I'm going crazy, as if I wasn't before, but I'm losing what's left of my sanity. You are ruining whatever I had left of myself. Stop it. Get out of my head, Ashton. I love you.

I love you, Ashton. Don't miss me.

-The girl who loved you, Elise.