Do You Remember...? || yoonmin

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Dear Yoongi,

Do you remember the day my parents died in a plane crash?

I do, it was the most horrible day in my life and you weren't there to comfort me.

You were on a date with that whore you have been with since I came back from rehab the second time.

The next week I stayed home.

When I got back to school you yelled at me, asking me where I have been for the past week and if I by any chance was cheating on you.

I slapped you.

I had tears streaming down my face as I screamed out all of my frustrations at you.

"WHERE HAVE I BEEN?! YOU ARE MY BOYFRIEND AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE I HAVE BEEN FOR THE PAST WEEK! YOU DIDN'T EVEN ASK ME THROUGH TEXT! TAEHYUNG, JIN HYUNG, AND JUNGKOOK CAME TO MY HOUSE, WORRIED SICK AND THEY ALL KNEW WITHOUT ME HAVING TO TELL THEM, THEY KNEW! EVERYONE AT SCHOOL HAS BEEN TALKING ABOUT IT SINCE IT HAPPENED! AND DON' T YOU EVEN DARE ASK ME ABOUT CHEATING! YOU HAVE BEEN GOING AROUND WITH THESE FUCKING WHORES MAKING OUT IN FRONT OF ME, KNOWING HOW MUCH IT HURT ME, WHILE YOU ARE DATING ME! SO DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME ANYTHING ABOUT CHEATING! I FORGAVE YOU FOR EVERY BULLSHIT YOU PULLED ON ME, I FORGAVE YOU FOR CALLING ME WORTHLESS, FOR YELLING AT ME, FOR BEING WITH OTHER GIRLS, FOR LETING PEOPLE BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME, FORGAVE YOU FOR BEATING ME, FORGAVE YOU FOR FORGETING MY BIRTHDAY, FORGAVE YOU FOR NOT SAVING ME FROM YOUR BEST FRIEND WHO TRIED TO RAPE ME, FORGAVE YOU FOR STILL BEING FRIENDS WITH HIM, FORGAVE YOUR JELAOUS ASS FOR MAKING ME STOP BEING FRIENDS WITH KOOKIE, FORGAVE YOU FOR BEING A JEALOUS ASSHOLE WHEN I WAS WITH MY FRIENDS, FORGAVE YOU FOR FIGHTING WITH JIN WHEN HE HELPED ME, FORGAVE YOU FOR NOT BEING THERE FR ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU, FORGAVE YOU FOR ALL THE SHIT YOU DID IN THE PAST, SO DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME THAT I AM CHEATING ON YOU, WHEN I WAS AT HOME FOR THE PAST WEEK SOBBING, IN NEED OF SOMEONE TO COMFORT ME, IN NEED FOR YOU TO COMFOT ME BECAUSE MY PARENTS DIED, THAT I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR MIN YOONGI. AND I AM DONE WITH THIS WHOLE GAME OF YOURS, IF YOU WANNA BE WITH ME, BE WITH ONLY ME AND NOT THOSE STUPID WHORES WHO WEAR LESS CLOTHES THAN MY 5 YEAR OLD COUSIN WHEN SHE GOES TO THE BEACH IN THE SUMMER, IF YOU ARE GONNA BE WITH ME YOU HAVE TO SHOW ME YOU LOVE ME, BECAUSE ACTIONS SPEAK A LOT LOUDER THAN WORDS DO, IF YOU'RE GONNA BE WITH ME YOU WON'T HIDE BEHIND CLOSED DOORS WHEN YOU WANT TO KISS ME! FOR FUCKS SAKE YOUR BEST FRIEND IS DATING JIN AND EVEEERRRYONE EXCEPTED THEM, AND I KNOW THAT JIN WAS JUST LIKE ME BEFORE, A LITTLE NOOBIE WHO WAS NERDY AND HAD CHUBBY CHEEKS, BUT NAMJOON PROTECTED HIM FROM DAY ONE. YOU JUST LET ME SUFFER, SO DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME YOU ARE A GOOD BOYFRIEND BECAUSE THAT IS NOT HOW A GOOD BOYFRIEND ACTS!"

Tears were streaming down both of our faces.

People had gathered around in the bathroom because you forgot to lock the door, they filmed everything.

I turned around and left, running through the hallways.

I knew you wouldn't run after me.

I skipped the next few days of school, my phone blowing up with calls and texts from you, your friends, and my old friends Jin, Jungkook, and Tae.

I just turned my phone off and slipped into my depressing thoughts.

I knew you hated me by then.

Your, Jimin