Have you ever wondered why it seems like its so hard to fall in love with an actual person, but it is so easy to fall for a fictional character?
Maybe it's because we can imagine a fictional character being exactly how we want them to be. We can control what they think of us and how they react. We can even change them in our mind so that they fit into our own little dream like a piece of clay. Continually we mold and change them until they fit our fantasy. That's what makes loving in real life harder.
Real people are out of our control. We can't read their thoughts or manipulate them to fit the mold we want them to fit in. They are a complete mystery until you begin to talk to them and understand who they are. Also, you lose the protection of your fantasy and deal with real-world consequences. It's almost like stripping a tortoise of its shell, without the protective covering it is left open for all kinds of terrible things to happen. It's terrifying.
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Do you ever wish you could just close your eyes and end up somewhere else? Somewhere away from your problems? Or would you rather face them?
It seems as if more things get solved when you face your problems than when you try and hide. Maybe it's just that I am bad at hiding.
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What is normal? There are so many different kinds of people in the world and each are their own individual. How can we set a standard for something with such variety? It's quite odd that so many people judge others for their creative expression or lack of it. I do believe there should be standards for things like murder or power, but to try and restrict everyone to a standard? I don't believe in that. People should be free to be who they are and not have to worry about silly things like this.
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Is Canada even an actual place? I've heard so many ridiculous and amazing stories! I would love to live there.
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Jacksepticeye is such an amazing human being! He does so much for his fans and actually cares about each one of them! I wish I had his confidence and positivity. Who knows? One day I'll build the confidence I need and then I can show the world the dreamer I am!
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Markiplier needs to stop making me cry. He just is so sincere that you can see it in his eyes and hear it when he speaks. I am really indebted to him and Jack. They have not only helped me, but they are part of the reason some of my friends are still around.
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CALL ME SON ONE MORE TIME
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How much do I need to pay Marvel to bring back Pietro and Loki? I really am still sad about this.
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A/N:
Thank you for reading my random thoughts at 12 AM! I hope you are all having a lovely day.
I am currently in the process of writing 2 books! If you would like to find out more stay tuned for the teaser books! They will have some background information that will help you understand the stories a little better.
Thanks again!
~ Nightingale
