More Than you know // Randy Fanfiction

Chapter One ☆

♢ A Few Months before the band...

5/9/15
Dear Diary,

My name is Andy Fowler...

Your my way to escape from the real world...

My way out...

Nobody to talk to...I come right to you...

Hopefully I won't need you that much...

My mother cares. But I tell her everything is fine.

My father on the other hand...he's non-existent. I have no clue where he went. Legged it apparently when Mum had me.

Don't blame him honestly.

♢ Present Day Diary

21/5/18
Dear Diary,

Everytime I see him...
He lights up my world...
He's straight...
I'm not...
I stand no chance...

I love him I can't help that..
All the roadies say we look good together...
They call us 'Randy'

Don't get me wrong... He pecks my cheek from time to time... we cuddle...All the fake I love you's

They mean something to me...

But why would it mean anything to him?

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I quickly threw my diary under my pillow as I heard my door open. I looked up to see Rye, shirtless.

I could feel myself blushing a light shade of pink.

"Want a tea mate?" He asked me.

"Erm...sure" I said quietly

I only get like this when it's me and him alone...

I just wished he knew that I loved him...a lot more than he knew...

He came up to me and passed me my tea. I sat up and took it from him.

"Er...Thanks" I whispered

"Anytime..." He said quietly, trying not to wake Mikey and sat beside me on my bed.

"What were you writing in?" He looked at me.

"Oh er...nothing it was my phone.." My heart started to race. What if he finds it..

"Oh Okay...well goodnight Fovvs" He said, getting up.

I lay back down and Rye came over and kissed my forehead.

"G..Goodnight" I whispered, Curling up in my blankets.

I heard my door open, then close once again. I know I'm safe here...

I slowly drifted off to sleep. Trying to leave my horrible thoughts behind. Did that work? Of course not...

♢ Next Morning

I woke up to my heavy breathing. I was also sweating. I looked around, trying to gather my surroundings. I finally figured out that I was in my room.

I looked at Mikey's bed to see him, still asleep. I grabbed my phone to check the time, 10:37AM.

I sighed and put my phone back down. I look back up to Mikey's bed and see him gone. What the fuck?