No one understands each other anymore. Its different. I just wish I had someone to be honest with. Someone who would understand what I am going through. No matter what happens, it seems like people hate their lives. I am not going through the best time. I spend most of my night crying myself to sleep. I am sure I don't have the worst life imaginable, but its hard for me personally. My family life is falling apart, everyone is sick, my mental health is struggling, bad relations with one of my parents, fighting, money, and I am sick and tired of pretending like everything is fine. It makes me furious when someone even says that they are having a "rough day". I could care less if your hair isn't looking nice, you don't have makeup on, or if you are wearing sweats. Don't go complaining about your family when they won't let you go out with your friends, go shopping, give you money. That shit is what makes me mad. I could care less about dumb shit like that. And I am not trying to say that people like that aren't valid. If one more person complains to me that their parents aren't 'good people' I am going to fucking collapse and crawl to the nearest window I can, and jump out of it. Its another story if your parents are abusive of have serious issues, etc. But if they don't even understand what it was like to have a single parent and have one who wasn't around and only cared about themselves. Then there's the ones who think their life would be better if their parents weren't together. I would say about at most 15% of parents have a good and friendly relationship after divorce. THAT IS 15% AT MOST. DIVORCE IS SO SCARY. Especially to children.
BYE I'M TIRED AND NEED SLEEP.
XOXO
