My Life

My Crush

I'm sitting here, outside of party city, waiting for the store to open so that way me and my friend could get some of the gay stuff they have there. But as I'm sitting here, I'm thinking about my crush sitting next to me and holding my hand, talking about how our life would be perfect together, leaving everyone behind us and escaping this treacherous world. But there is no escape from this world because where else would we go? Jupiter? Too much gravity to probably crush my weak body. Pluto? Too cold and too light to let me float off to space. I don't know where we will go. We don't even hang out with each other in person but we talk a lot through text. Like last yesterday we were planning to see "Deadpool 2" with my other friend but then he texted me that he couldn't go. He sweet, kind, and funny. And he is also cute. But with his parents being strict, we can't do anything together. I'm afraid that he would be falling for someone else while I'm falling for him. Like a while ago I told him that he is cute and he replied saying that I'm cute too. I thought that he had a crush on me too, but I'm still questioning about that. But you never know. If he likes me, then I will have a chance dating him. If he doesn't, then I'll be devastated for life.