Adam's pov
I cant do this anymore.I need to find her.I need to have my daughter. 6 years ago her mom took her away from me.But i dont know if she wants to see me.I dont even know if she remembers me.She was just 9.
I snapped out of my thoughts when Mike came in."hey man,its time to go record"
"I need her" i whispered to myself after getting in the car to drive to the recording studio."What?i didnt hear you"
"nothing dude.Lets just get there"After we arrived,we started recording the lyrics to "fallen angel" but i just coudn't do it.I just couldn't think about anyhing alse besides her."hey man,are you ok? Niall asked
"Yeah,yeah its nothing.Im fine"
"You're thinking about her arent you? " i just froze i didnt know what to answer."You will find her we promise.Everything is gonna be ok.Trust us.I just flashed a fake smile at Niall and started recording again.After about 3 hours we finished recording and the producer asked us some questions to get to know us better."Adam,is it true that you wrote this song for your daughter?" I answered with a simple"yes,it is.".By the look on his face i could tell that he wanted to hear more.But i just couldnt talk about her without full on having a breakdown and crying.
Lita's pov
I woke up when i heard the alarm going off.I rolled out of bed looking for an outfit for school.Great,i thought.Another day of hell.I ended up picking a pair of black skinny jeans, a bfmv shirt along with my black vans.Oh, not again.I forgot to wash my face and brush my teeth.Whatever,i say walking into the bathroom and doing it.
I grab my headphones,my bag and an energy bar for breakfast and i start heading out the door when i hear the bell ring.Is it mom?i thought.Nah,it cant be.I found her passed out with two bottles of wine on her hands yesterday night.Thats her normal life.Hitting me,drinking, throwing beer bottles at me and doing a whole lot of drugs.But my thoughts where soon interupted by the sound of the doorbell ringing again.I opened the door to see
"ADAM ???" I ran too him and huged him but i couldn't help but wonder how he found me.
Adam's pov
FLASHBACK
"Yes it is" i answer."You know that your daughter is here.So why dont you meet her?
"What?" It hit me like a thunderbolt."She is here??i had no clue.What,is she in Iowa?? "
"Yes,sir.But im afraid we have gotten a little off topic.
"I don't fucking care about this topic.Is she still at her old house?where she used to leave when i was with her?
"Sir,i do not know if she wants ..."
And with that,i burst through the door and drove to the old house.This is it.This is my only hope.
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Adam's fire
FanfictionLita Gontier is the only reason for Adam Gontier to live.But what happens when Lita learns about his past?
