The untold truths(Knj-ksj)

Part 2

Feelings change

(Nam joon)
I was writing on a bit of tissue a tissue is easy to hide a sheet of paper is not.
It was January a start of a new year people are posting on Instagram and snapchat new year new me ,new year new me my ass. People think that a new year can change you try being related to park jimin that fucking changes you. You get jealous of his talents yes i can dance and sing but i aint as good and jimin i try but i cant seem to do what he does. Nobody in the school knows about it exept Jin the reason i changed when icu debuted i had a load of friends i was never quiet but i was told to keep my secret and i did i lost all my friend because of it

(Bell rings)

" joonie" jin shouted me over
" What is it" i said
" I got a boyfriend " he said excitedly
" Ahh cool who is it" i questiond
" Mark tuan" mark tuan is he  fucking seriouse i turn around and head to class ignoring him as he shouts my name over and over again

There was a feeling i had i would always get it when im around him i have no idea of the feeling i get but my mood is now way worse way to go Jin . I felt a vibrate in my back pocket my phone i picked it up and checked the messages

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Text from jackson wang

Papillion
Hey joonie  you look depressed
Whats up 💕💕

Woo
I dont know i have the strangest
Feeling com overover at break so i can explain

Jackson is his best friend hes always been able to tell what was up with him
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" You have fucking feelings for him " i told him about the feelings and weird vibes
" No i dont its just" i said but was cut of by him shouting
"Yes you fucking do" he shouted
" No i dont and we should get to class talk to you later papillion" its his nickname because he made a song called papillion which he thinks is famous since 5 people liked it on youtube 1 was me and Jin  and the other 3 was his brothers bam bam, yugeom and youngjae  .

Maths flew by joonie  doesnt pay attention to his class he normaly stairs into the window or writes his fanfics about other idols he has written one about vkook yea they have read it and they said it maches them perfectly ,and he draws he is quite good . At this moment he is staring into space the thought to himself  feelings for Jin  huh thats funny I think I,actually do

" Boo" Jin  tried to scare joonie but he doesn't get scared that easily
" Ahhhh" he sarcastically screamed
" Did i scare you" he  asked laughing
" Yes you toatally scared me " (note the sarcasm)
"Did i really" his smile dropping slowly
" No" h said
" Why can you never get scared" he asked
" I dont know maby your not scary enough "
"Ugghh im going to get mark "

There it is the feeling again is what jackson said true

I sure hope it is