I who fell in love with Ink.

The unfinished introduction.

"Tom, sweetie wake up, it's time for your new school." A motherly voice said while nudging me. I growled and turn my back to her. "Tom Arden, wakeup. Now, young man." That sounded more like a command. "Or...." I heard a small clang of a iron pan. I flinch and peeked at her. "Breakfast is waiting for you, it'll get cold if you don't eat." Mom sighed while putting her hand to her hip still wearing that weird duck apron. She was a beauty with a new man trying to knock her up every week. "Yeah....I got it." My mother smiled kindly. "I'm sure school will be better for you this time." I started to leave the bed but as I sat on the edge of the bed I looked up to her. "Diane, can you leave already and just shut up?" My face was that of someone who didn't care what anyone thought, that's what everyone keep's saying anyways. She frowned a little and moved away. "Your siblings are down eating already, just in case you wanted to know..." Diane sighed and left my room. Finally.

Diane Arden, my mother, age thirty-four. She was the number one prostitute at the red light district when she was just 14, mom had money problems or whatever, she never answers my questions. I don't know my real father nor do my siblings know their's. They all want to know their true father's but I personally have no time and energy for that. It's just useless anyways.

I sigh and change out of my pajama's. I look at the mirror and see my ugly self. I've always hated myself and people. We're just germ's trying to be clean and beautiful. It's disgusting and I hate it. I hate the fact that I'm human, I wish I was just a fictional character or a animal. I know it's to big of a wish and if I hated my life why shouldn't I just end it here and right now by breaking the mirror and then stabbing my heart? It's because I'm scared of death, we're all afraid of death and you're the most disgusting germ if you don't admit that. I look at my complexion. My eye's have huge bag's under them, I have dark blue eye's that are almost black. I also hate them very much because mom say's they belong to father. My hair is colored silver blonde, I'm guessing my dad was a foreigner or something. I currently live in Japan with my family of germ's. I have eight siblings, I'm the fourth oldest by the way. "Is it time for school already? Guess I forgot about it again..." I sighed once again knowing I will make more mad at me and my belief's. I glance at my bookshelf. Books, they were the only thing I liked. They would make me escape reality and see my wishful self, it was pleasurable. I don't necessarily have a favorite book but I like to think I have one, I'm waiting for the perfect creation you know what I mean.

I take one last glance at my books and left my room. "Oh mornin, Tom!" My older brother greeted me as we saw each other opening our door's at the same time. "Kazuki..." I let out a small grunt.

Kazuki Arden, he's the sixth son and the sporty one he's also popular alway's getting love letter's and stuff. He has the most japanese blood in him that's why his name is Kazuki, Mom like's those kind's of thing's. He's kindhearted and a goof, that's what make's him so disgusting. Trying to be a sweet flavor to the tongue yet it's bad for you just like sugar causing you diabetes or whatever. "My little brother is gonna be fifteen year's old tomorrow! I'm so excited!" He grinned at me, his happy stupid grin. He got mom's charm, germ's are the same wherever. I want to be different but I can't, it's so unfair. Life is unfair. I sigh and went down to the kitchen. "Wait up little bro." My red headed germ of a brother went down with me. Eww was all I thought when he was close to me. "Want a chocolate cake for your birthday, little bro?" He looked down at me. Our height difference was great and far. I was 4''8 and he was 5''5. My siblings tease me for being so small, I'm not even the smallest though.

"Tch!" I sat down beside my siblings. "Morning big brother Tom....." I look to my left side and saw my younger sister, Lia. I looked at her as she yawned. "Not gonna greet me?" She smirked. "No." I replied. She's alway's been the most mischievous one even though mom think she's the most sweetest. Lia's the third germ of the family she's also just eleven, she's one heck of a germ. I don't hate her but I don't like her, she's a little different I guess. She's still a disgusting germ though. "Kay, then~ Suit yourself." She took a bite of her pancake and looked away from me. I sigh and looked at my meal. It was mushroom soup, mom know's I hate it yet she gave it to me. "Yay....." I shiver in disgust. I've always hated mushrooms, they're so chewy and they could be poisonous. I don't want to die at a young age. "tch!..." I eat it anyway.

It was creamy and warm. One of my siblings have a fever right now so I guess that's why this is our food. I could see my horrible face in it as well as steam covered my face. "Ugh!" I cover my face and wipe it, it's my reaction so back off my personal stuff. My family of germs look at me, some laughed. "TOO HOT FOR YOU??!! HA!" The eldest laughed, like a retarded bully. I sighed and stood up. ".....Shut up you shitty pig." I put his hot mushroom soup to his face. He cried with a red face. I stood there with no emotion whatsoever.

I wish that was true but it was just imagination so whatever.

"Brother dear, is everything alright?" I snap back to reality and looked at my younger brother. "Yeah, I'm good. The soap just kinda got in my eye if that make's sense..." He nodded and smiled at me. "You're not hurt so that's good enough."

This little kid's name is Mark Wolfgang. Yeah, he has a different name because he was adopted. He asked mom to keep his old name while he was adopted. It's just a title basically, he's still a Arden. We just say Wolfgang rather than Arden for him, he has pride in the name I guess. He's 12 by the way, he also look's like a chick too. No, I mean he look's like a girl I forgot what my other sibling said but oh well....Anyways, Mark's a genius person probably smarter than mom. He want's to be a doctor when he grow's up as well.

I sigh and wonder.

"Will my life ever become amazing or different?"

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